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Son of Gun

2010-10-20T02:57:00.001+01:00

Incase you didnt believe me....

TO

How Times Have Changed

2010-10-20T02:36:00.004+01:00

Wow, its been 6 months since my last post. I started working full time while still in full time university education and as you can imagine that left little time for thought provoking blog posts.

Well times have changed, and thus blog has served its original purpose perfectly. Reading old posts and seeing how my life and personality have changed is an extremely positive experience.

In the last 6 months I have:

Found an amazing woman
Got a 2:1 degree in Economics
Gained a graduate scheme placement with one of the largest companies in the world
Been to the most amazing town - Huron, Ohio
Seen the Atlanta Falcons play, live, in Cleveland, Ohio

"Self-reflection is vital to a nourished life". Apparently. According to a plastic mechanical physic at a Dave and Busters in Cleveland, Ohio. I have just been there on vacation with my girlfriend to visit some family friends. In 10 days I witnessed everything I want from life and fell in love with the entirety of the town. From firing a shotgun to watching ESPN all day, this is what I want. That's a powerful luxury and a great motivator.

Regarding self-reflection and motivation, if we look back to my last self absorbed post (all of them....I know) on goal setting; it makes terrific reading.

Get a place on a Graduate Scheme - CHECK
5 Goals at the end of the season for D&C Athletic - ALMOST CHECK
Rent my first home - CHECK
Visit a city I have never been before - CHECK
See the Atlanta Falcons play - CHECK

Granted, the last two I owe to my girlfriend and her unbelievably gracious contacts in Huron, Ohio but I'd call that a successful 6 months. Maybe I should be aiming higher?!

So, for the next 6 months:

Get back to Huron, OH
Make some sort of progress at work IE. promotion
Have a second published article
Start writing a book
Become financially stable

Lets see how it goes this time, but I hope to be back in writing fashion from now on. Depends how the new job treats me!

TO

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2010-04-07T18:34:00.001+01:00

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TO

Challenging Yourself.....Again

2010-03-31T22:50:00.005+01:00

As some of you may know, I like to check in at seminal (always loved the way the word means important but also 'containing semen') moments in my life.

About every 3 months I've checked my goals and see if I'm anyway near them or if i'm realising them.

August 2009

January 2010

My short term goals for 2010 were:

Get a place on a Graduate Scheme
5 Goals at the end of the season for D&C Athletic
Rent my first home
Visit a city I have never been before
See the Atlanta Falcons play

I'm in the process of getting on a Grad scheme at my current work, but thats not in the bag yet. I've got 3 of the 5 goals I need. I'm looking into moving out, and I better start saving for a trip to Atlanta in september for the new NFL season to cover the last two!

Here's one more I want to add to the 2010 list:

Get my CBT Motorbike license and possibly a bike

"And if you come up from under that water and there's fresh air, just breathe baby, God's got a blessin' to spare. I know the process is so much stress but it's the progress that feels the best. I came from the projects straight to success and you're next, just try, they can't steal your pride, it's inside. Then find it and keep on grindin' 'cause in every dark cloud theres a silver linin'; I know."
Dwayne Carter

Interview with Pirk Ja-Song

2010-03-23T12:52:00.007Z

While riding the bus the home from University yesterday, I happened to bump into the goalscoring 'hero' from yesterdays not-so-local Premiership derby between Irish London United and Calmdownpool FC. He was kind enough to give an exclusive interview to TO's Headspace.

After an anonymous schoolboy scored for Calmdownpool, the game looked to be heading for the shock of the afternoon.

However, United's training with Olympic hopeful Tom Daley has clearly paid of and when Zaragoza saw his chance he went for his best efforts to wow the judges. Straight 10's from Howard Webb and a penalty as a reward. Shrek did his best to help his fellow scousers (irony completely wasted on the geographically retarded Cockneys anti-scouser chants).

This left it up to our South Korean hero, Pirk Ja-Song, to head home the winner at New Trafford (!) and the newspapers applauded.

TO: Hi, thanks for doing this interview! Do you often ride the bus?!

P J-S: Hey, it is cool. I get bus all time, me not like spend money flash cars.

TO: Ahh, thats refreshing to see. How do you feel after scoring the winner yesterday? How was the feeling in the changing rooms?

P J-S: There is no feeling in the dressing room, we are married and like women. This is not Chelsea.

TO: Oh sorry...you don't often start for Irish London, do you feel you've done enough to warrant a starting position?

P J-S: I am under no allusion. I am here to play well enough to not be hated by fans and start enough games to sell lots of shirts in Korea. I feel I manage this well, however, my people would still rather watch rivals Bulton for Lui Ching-Yung...this make me sad.

TO: Thats a shame, maybe it's the Glazers fault, like everything else?

P J-S: Yes, I think you are correct. They come and buy players, win trophies and reach two champions league finals but they are the devil.

TO: Ok, well this is my stop, I wish you well for the rest of the season.You deserve to be playing more with your non-stop stamina and dogged approach. Good luck.

P J-S: How do you know about the dog....? You are not food standards...? I am not Pirk Ja-Song....I am....Michael MacIntyre....want to hear a joke?....wait.....wait....oh ****

(All names in this article are fiction, the interview didnt happen and all likenesses and people are coincidental and fictional)

TO

Success!

2010-03-05T16:03:00.001Z

Here at Wikio, we have been named as the 12,442nd Top Blog!

Woo hoo!

TO

Are City's Fan Favourites Costing the Team?

2010-02-10T00:20:00.002Z

We all love a player who puts a lot of effort in. Tevez and Bellamy have been putting other players to shame, tracking players everywhere and playing their hearts out. Tonight, against Bolton, SWP and Adam Johnson did the same. But is this costing City dearly?

Much has been made of City's formation and from the 909 phone in's i've listened too, I dont think the fans are getting where Manicini is coming from. He is Italian, and such enjoys nothing more than a defensive 2-0 victory. He loves to play 4-3-3 with 3 defensive midfielders holding strong, and letting the front 3 (a lead man, with one winger and one flexible winger/deep striker) counter attack for goals.

This has worked well, especially early on, with Bellamy, Shaun Wright-Phillips and Petrov able to break quickly and supply Tevez. Ultimately, though I feel the fan favourite style of Bellamy and Tevez is costing Mancini (more his formation) his (its) reputation

City often find themselves winning the ball back, sometimes through one of the aforementioned workhorses, and then only having one or two men forward on the break and therefore outnumbered and lacking any bite. This was evident more than ever, in the Carling Cup 2nd leg versus United.

The solution? Either tell the supporting players they can stay forward, dont track back and be ready to receive the ball and break. Or, exchange one of the defensive midfielders for a link up man in the ilk of Stephen Ireland. Unfortuantely, I think its going to be the first one we see Mancini go for.

Peopl don't like change, but I see fans favourites SWP and Ireland heading for the door because they just don't suit Mancini's style.

When The Pot Replaced The Kettle As England Captain

2010-02-05T18:35:00.001Z

Over the past month, the British public has been subjected to none stop conjecture over the future of John George Terry and the England football team captaincy. Well, fortunately for those debating his capacity for the job and moral conviction, a decision has been made. After arriving back in England after knee surgery recuperation, Fabio Capello pulled the trigger on Terry’s captaincy.

It’s important to state the details of Terry’s proposed indiscretions with a teammate’s wife are still purely allegations at this point. However, many feel that Terry’s attempts to place an injunction on the media is proof enough to warrant his dismissal from his England captain duties. This goes against the very foundation of our legal system, innocent until proven guilty. It is clear that this is no legal case, but that only furthers the counter argument to taking action against Terry. He hasn’t actually done anything illegal; morally dubious, but legal nonetheless.

This highlights the major issue in British society’s outrage to this whole affair; their expectations. Just like celebrities, the British public enjoy building up hero sportspeople, just to knock them down again. However, sportspeople aren’t programmed to enjoy publicity, both good and bad. Professional footballers should not be the moral compass that guide our nation’s youth, or we are heading for disaster. I love football as much as anyone, but it’s clear from headline after headline that there’s no one member of the England team less morally bankrupt than Terry or any other star player.

So who does Capello chose as a replacement? Rio Ferdinand. The same Rio Ferdinand that was banned for 8 months for failing to take a mandatory drugs test (http://news.bbc.co.uk/sport1/hi/football/3333091.stm) and has also been banned from driving four times in 8 years, with a judge stating “"He is a role model and should be a positive role model for young people in society and this does not give out the right message." (http://www.telegraph.co.uk/sport/2360175/Ferdinand-handed-driving-ban.html). This isn’t meant to demonstrate anything about Rio Ferdinand but to show the hypocrisy of replacing the pot with the kettle. Britain shouldn’t expect young, overpaid athletes with beautiful women throwing themselves at them to be a shining light of morality for the youth today. It should be the parents, siblings and teachers who show the adults of tomorrow how to behave.

TO

Why I Support The Atlanta Falcons

2010-02-05T16:43:00.002Z

Recently, I entered a "why do you support the Falcons?" competition over at my favourite Falcons website, The Falcoholic , and won!

Being from the UK, its not an easy feat becoming tangled up in the web of hope and despair that is, the life of an Atlanta Falcons fan. My first exposure to the sport through a friend (Skins fan) who I often played Madden with. Being a teenage kid at the time, anything that made me different and helped forge my identity was welcomed (remember its the UK, I was 1 of 2 people I knew who liked the sport). The thirst for more drove me to actually play for a local youth team and I started cruising the web for something other than porn, and found other fans to converse with - like you guys!

However, I was yet to pick a team. It wasn't until September, 10 2006 when I watched my now beloved, Atlanta Falcons, beat the Carolina Panthers 20-6 at the Bank of America Stadium, North Carolina. That game I fell in love with the team asVick wowed me, Dunn gained 132 yards rushing and Abraham dominated their O-Line. From that day, I was a UK Falc. Knowing myself as a 16/17 year old kid at the time, I knew full well that it could have just been a phase.

But, 4 years down the line i'm more committed than ever. Having seen 6 NFL teams play live at the International Series in London, i'm saving for that all important first trip to the Dome! I don't think some American fans understand how difficult it can be following the Falcons from here. The TV coverage has improved vastly, however, its dominated by the Cowboys, Patriots and now the Saints. I have to cruise the internet (I do this a lot...) for links to streams and watch on a tiny netbook until the link ultimately breaks and the search is on again. For Monday Night Football, this means watching from 1am to 4am GMT and getting up for work 4 hours later.Then, starved of coverage, I find myself reading any online content I can find to get my fix of Falcon news. This doesn't even factor in the hundreds of dollars i've spent on shipping merchandise over to the UK so that I can show my support.

Why do I do this I hear you ask. Why? Just like love, you dont have a choice. You may not like it/them, but you know you love it/them. The early disappointments only served to endear me to the team. Just like when you first fall in love, that snoring is so beautiful. Going through the Petrino era felt like a baptism of fire that left me forged close to the heart. I felt more desperate for the Falcons to break a virtually meaningless back to back streak more than I want my own British teams to win anything. American football does this to a person. 16 games a year instead of 7,000,000 like Baseball (sorry Dave). Every one matters, therefore as a fan, you feel like your opinion and voice matters.

Why do I support Atlanta Falcons? Because i'm in Love. I'm in love with a girl thats unreliable, unrelenting, bad for my health and causes me nothing but stress and heartache. But would I change her for any other girl in the league? Hell no. I'm in love with the Atlanta Falcons. And shes cheating on me with all of you but I don't care...as long as I can watch you.

"Atlanta Falcons Season Preview"-Review

2010-02-02T21:13:00.003Z

At the start of the year, I wrote a review for a sports website on the season just passed and my predictions for my beloved Falcons in that season. (http://forum.nfluk.com/blog.php?b=965)

Here, I will analyse where I was correct (and where I wasnt) while briefly analysing our up and down year.

Team Depths
I said - OL & RB
It was - RB

I was partly right here. The depth at running back (ie. Jason Snelling) really came to the fore when both Turner and Norwood couldn't stay healthy. Snelling racked up 613 yards this season (previous best of 62) and 4.3 yards per carry. He showed to be of Turner's ilk and he deserves at least a little recognition.

This also might be the season that Norwood leaves to get more of a starting role elsewhere, something he too deserves.

The OL was also affected by the plague which seemed to sweep its way through Flowery Branch this season. They allowed a couple more sacks this season (2009-19, 2008-17) but it appeared giving Matt Ryan less time was more of a problem.

Team Weakness
I said - LB, S
It was - CB

This maybe an area of contention but despite the promising end to the season, the CB's really struggled against the pass. This late development looked like more of a result of poor QB play, but they do deserve some due credit. However, having 5 different starters throughout the year and having one of the worst pass defenses takes its toll. They were exposed by a lack of pass rush at times and couldnt pick up the slack.

I think the LB's stepped up and did enough to get by, especially against the run. And the S's played well above expectation and it should be interesting to see how William Moore sees himself trying to break into the partnership between Coleman and De Coud.

Key Addition
I said - Gonzalez & Peterson
It was - Gonzalez & Peterson

Gonzalez & Peterson provided leadership on both sides of the ball for a relatively young Falcons side. Peterson's strengths were mostly in the intangible side, calling defensive audibles and helping younger players develop.

Gonzalez clearly has this side but his production was also vital, colelcting 867 yards and 6 touchdowns right when they were needed. He was catching balls in double (even triple) coverage all season long. True definition of an offensive weapon, not let down by his blocking.

Key Loss
I said - Milloy, Boley & Foxworth
It was - Brooking

Most fans were sad to see Brooking go but after giving away the play that let the Cardinals knock us out the playoffs, many felt it was time for him to move on. This, in my opinion, was a mistake. He seems rejuvinated in Dallas and we could have done with some solid LB play this year. However, this selection speaks more of the lack of other options, than Brookings success.

Milloy was not missed at all, Boley was injured early on and Foxworth was one of the most beat CB's in the league.

2009 Prediction
I said - 9-7
It was - 9-7

I got stick for my low prediction, but the 3rd toughest schedule took its toll. Its great to finally get rid of that curse, oh and being right!

Rising Star
I said - Harry Douglas
It was - Thomas DeCoud

Can't blame me for this one, Douglas was injured before the regular season and didn't play a down.

DeCoud really stepped up and played hard. I championed Moore to start ahead of him in the preseason, but DeCoud has really made life difficult for Mike Smith in this coming offseason. (2 sacks, 2 forced fumbles, 3 interceptions)

Fallen Angel
I said - Jamaal Anderson
It was - Jamaal Anderson

27 tackles and 0.5 sacks this season is not good enough for an 8th overall pick, even though he plays as a rotational DT as well as DE. He still hasnt had an average year statwise and only his run defense play is keeping his name on the roster.

TO

Incase you want to make a night of the Superbowl more, 'interesting'...

2010-02-02T19:55:00.002Z

This game is doing the rounds on the internet. While it means no offense its probably better people look at the game as light hearted realistic view of the Saints as opposed to insulting them.

(Incase you dont know, 1 drink = 2 fingers depth of a pint of beer)

I bring you, The New Orleans Saints Superbowl Drinking Game!

The New Orleans Saints Superbowl Drinking Game

1. Every time they mention hurricane Katrina = 1 drink

2. If they show pictures of the City of New Orleans right after Katrina = 1 drink

3. Every time they say how much the Saints mean to the City of New Orleans = 1 drink
4. Every time the words "tragedy", "flood", or "devastation" are used = 1 drink

5. Every time they talk about how good Reggie Bush was in college = 1 drink

6. If they show Kim Kardashian in the stands = 1 drink

7. Every time they show a picture of Reggie Bush with a bat or say "bringing the wood" = drink for 5 seconds

8.. Every time Reggie Bush gets negative yardage trying to run around in the backfield a bunch and outrun the defense = 1 drink and turn to the person next to you and say "I told you Vince Young should have won the Heisman"

9. Every time Reggie Bush gets up and flexes his arms in that pose he likes to do = 1 drink

10. If they mention Tim Tebow for any reason = drink remainder
11. Every time they say that "it’s destiny for the Saints to win" = 1 drink

12. If they show footage of Katrina survivors at the Superdome = take a shot of cheap liquor

13. If they call Saints fans the most passionate fans in football = 1 drink

14. If they say that the Saints, Saints fans, or the City of New Orleans "deserve" a Superbowl victory = 1 drink
15. Every time they say how good of a story the Saints are = 1 drink
16. If Jeremy Shockey pretends to be hurt after dropping a pass = 2 drinks
17. If they mention the Saints beating the Falcons in 2006 in the first game after Katrina in the Superdome = drink remainder and remember that we are still a better football team with better fans.

18. Every time they compare hurricane Katrina to the Haiti earthquake = drink remainder
19. Every time they mention Drew Brees as the Mardi Gras king = 1 drink

20.. Every time they show Archie Manning = 1 drink and mention how bad he sucked. If they show old footage of him on the Saints = 2 drinks. If they mention how tough of a decision it was for him as for whom to cheer for = 5 drinks

21. Every time they show a saints fan yelling "Who dat!" Or a sign/shirt saying the same = 1 drink

22. If they show Chris Paul at the game = 1 drink and mention to someone how much better he is than Marvin Williams.

23. If they show former Mayor Ray Nagin = 2 drinks and then punch someone in the face

Other Rules not involving the Saints:
1. Every time they show Eli Manning in the press box = 1 drink
2. Every time Pierre Garcon is mentioned with Haiti = 1 drink
3. If Brett Favre is mentioned for any reason = 1 drink

Good luck surviving the game!

Why I Dont Want The New Orleans Saints To Win The Superbowl

2010-01-29T03:46:00.003Z

The NFL. The Superbowl. The big game is fast approaching and the two titans of the regular season have beaten all those placed before them in the playoffs. On the 7th of February it will be Indiannapolis Colts vs New Orleans Saints. In recent years its been relatively easy picking an underdog team to support as a neutral. However, this one is different. New Orleans are the division rival of my beloved Atlanta Falcons. Very easy decision I hear you say? Well no actually. The Saints are actually a very likeable team. Their fans are one of the loudest and most accomodating, their colours are sharp and stylish and their style of play entertaining. Not to mention, the way the city dealt with Hurricane Katrina is admirable and heart warming. Real dilemma you see.

Well I have come to the conclusion, I will be supporting the Colts.

For me it comes down to several things:

Underdogs - I love an underdog, and going into this as rookies I see the Saints as the underdog BUT people are starting to say the opposite and I truly think the Saints are becoming the favourites. The tide seems to be turning too early before the game and I think come game day, people will be thinking the fresh looking Saints will have the edge because...
2007 Giants complex - its something I think happens when a team ends up garnering ALL the neutrals support for whatever reason. In 2007, everyone wanted to see the Patriots perfect season dream fail, apart from the Patriots themselves of course. In Superbowl 42 everyone who wasnt a Pat wanted the Giants to win and its happening again for the Saints. I dont like it and its feeding the underdog aspect mentioned above.
Manning v Brady - I want it to be about performance NOT rings. I want Manning to get his second and hopefully a third and make the debate about performance and genuine QB play, not carrying a team. Sure they are both amazing QB's, but he's won more rings is not a valid argument and I want it to be wiped away for good.
Saints Fans - not all of them. But some of them have gotten VERY smug, VERY quickly. Fans who were previously well mannered and good for a conversation now chant WHO DAT everywhere. To a degree, I understand the excitement of reaching your first Superbowl, but some fans were down right unclassy after their win against the Vikings. Not to mention i'll hear the 'we won a superbowl' taunt everyday until the Falcons do it (which could be a LONG time) which leads me to my final point....
Bandwagonners - this may seem weird but the Colts won in 06 and they already have a large fanship. Id be disappointed to see another team get flooded with the cr@ppy bandwagon fans that just insult other teams and add to the problems in the point above. We need real, passionate fans that know the lows as well as the highs!

Let me hear your thoughts and who you're supporting come game day.

TO

High School Musical

2010-01-28T05:01:00.002Z

Insomnia strikes. Bluergh.

Anyway, something I've noticed of late.

Life, post 21 years of age, is like high school reversed. The people who spent their high school lives being adored by many and terrorising classmates, now find themselves (admittedly according to 'Facebook') desperately unhappy about something different everyday. That or pregnant.

Then, at the opposite side of the spectrum, you have the geeks of the playground. Due to years of subject to either bullying or social exclusion, these guys actually did some work at school and boy is it paying off! These guys are well on their way to the best graduate jobs, earning the top money and hell, even some of them have blossomed into a deadly combination of brains and beauty. That or they're funny. Everyone knows to be funny you have to be clever and odd looking.

Finally, you have the middle runners. These guys flirted with both sides of my spectrum, and which ever they spent most of their time will dictate their future.

Personally, I did pretty well out of it. I wish someone would have sat me down as said "TO, if you sacrifice ALL this, in the future, the power you will gain from being more intelligent than all of these people you know will make you very happy" I would have jumped even further in the geek sqaud.

Knowledge is power people.

TO

Challenging Yourself

2010-01-24T00:35:00.004Z

With it being the start (a bit late I know) of the new year I wanted to bring your attention to a post from 23rd August 2009 (wow, time flies). I discussed goals and ambition, and as with every prediction; some has changed, some is scarily close to the truth and most is cringeworthy.

http://toheadspace.blogspot.com/2009/08/today-in-football-training-i-attempted.html

Of the short term targets I have already achieved one and well on course for the other three. I have, however, noted the time scale for the medium and long need to be extended greatly, its a marathon not a sprint. Trying to achieve everything too quickly is a sure fire way to achieve nothing, good things come to those who wait, apparently.

So here are my updated targets, just for 2010:

Get a place on a Graduate Scheme
5 Goals at the end of the season for D&C Athletic
Rent my first home
Visit a city I have never been before
See the Atlanta Falcons play

As you can see they aren't unreasonable but still quite testing and will require me to work hard to attain. Thats what all goals should be. For me, 2010 is a consolidation year. A year for me to continue to develop and build who I am so I can achieve more in the future.

You have to build the foundation before the house.

TO

Look-a-Likes!

2010-01-17T00:51:00.002Z

Saw a great shout today!

Some Guy

Ryan Reynolds

Pocahontas or Avatar!?

2010-01-16T17:30:00.002Z

Found this starling revelation on a pretty cool film site:

http://watchoutfilm.wordpress.com/2010/01/16/shock-horror-hollywood-steals-storyline/

Enjoy

TO

Apologies..

2010-01-11T19:04:00.002Z

Not for the first time i've been slack on posting. I've been busy in the new year with a few different projects and with my final year exams. Im still undecided as to continue with this blog or not but it will remain as a form of memory for those who have been a part of it and myself.

Cheers

TO

Cage Match

2009-12-26T01:09:00.005Z

In life there are many different men. However, when it comes to violence there are only three.

There are those that fight at the drop of the hat, and due to their experience are quite good, like most members of my family.

There are those who know they are completely inadequate, usually bullied at school, who tend to be bitchy men; we all know the type.

The last type are the most dangerous. They are the ones who try and do anything to avoid a fight. These are the ones who let things slide, over and over. These are the ones who, when you push them too far will snap. More fool you to cross this kind of man, more fool you. These are the kind of guys you avoid annoying, especially when you know you're the second kind of guy.

The problem is youthful arrogance. Arrogance is like a big badge that says "please embarrass me". Those people may think they're winning, but that arrogance is exactly what drives others to ruin them. Eventually, someone does come and wipes that arrogance away.

After all, it is a dog eat dog world.

TO

Happy Holidays

2009-12-25T15:17:00.004Z

Just want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays.

Please take a minute to reflect on those less fortunate than yourselves and remember that not everyone is having an enjoyable festive period.

TO

A Rebirth or an Evolution?

2009-12-18T21:11:00.003Z

Earlier this week, Amazon made a BIG error. They sent out 500 copies of Lil' Wayne's new 'rock album', Rebirth, despite its release date being postponed to February 1st 2010.

It remains to be seen whether this will affect album sales and whether Wayne himself will change the tracklist for the official release.

It is presumed Wayne wanted the album to be released to coincide with his prison sentence as to maximise his exposure during a time of incarceration when he will have very little.

The actual album itself (don't ask how i obtained a copy, and i'll tell you no lies) is suprisingly addictive. The tracks aren't immediately impressive, but make you want to hear it again. And in doing so, you find the tracks grow on you.

There was a worry that Wayne wouldn't stray to far into the rock genre and would just play around with guitar riffs etc, those worrying needn't of bothered. He goes in, and goes in hard. Harsh vocals, harsh electric guitar, harsh drums. Its all there. And it works.

The biggest track of note is 'Drop the world' and features Eminem. This looks like the albums signature track as the label have made a concerted effort to clamp down on the sharing of this track in particular.

Heres one of the best tracks called 'Knockout' featuring Nicki Minaj:

Peace

TO

2009

2009-12-12T02:47:00.004Z

I havent written anything in a long while. Its amazing how ones life can suddenly pick up pace without any noticeable warning. I have been working really hard at university to try and get a degree of some quality, but when i think back, thats a lie. I haven't worked really hard, but it feels like it. God knows how those other 'good' students manage it.

Anyway, enough excuses. Basically, I was contemplating deleting the blog. I can't see the point in having this taking up web space when nobody really looks or updates it. However, the proactive side of me (the one with a halo and wings) decided to just post and put the feeling to delete off a little longer.

So here I am. Looking back through the posts its quite humbling. Seeing, the promises my friends and I made to each other at the start of the year, to make this about 'the boys'. Seeing that fail. Seeing myself post a list of my perfect woman, thinking it would never be met. Seeing that succeed. Seeing me post new opportunities for writing, then seeing myself quit them.

I realised that this blog serves a massively important purpose. I know ultimately no one reads it, but its a record, its something to remind me where I have been and to write where I am going.

I cant believe this years nearly over, its been one of the best years of my life. The first half had some of the funniest moments I can recall, which has been complicated into a video already - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qH6mbWwyMxI - (shameless plug). The second half, has cemented some friendships further, lost many more, found an amazing person, lost many insignificant.

Two contrasting half's of a year, that has been both juxtaposed and intense but thoroughly enjoyable throughout. I've partied hard, relaxed harder. Worked a lot, slept a lot more. Been to Rome. Seen the birth of two beautiful babies. Seen an idol perform. Seen another NFL game. Watched my favourite comedian live. Played the best football of my life. Found the love of my life *cough, Adam, cough*, and this girl called L. (hehe :P)

So, heres to 2010, which I've heard is Gina Harrison's and Atem Eyong aka Jay Breezy's year. So, I've had mine, heres to you guys, i wish you all the best, invite me to the after parties.

2010

TO

Edgeley Villa Reserves vs D&C ATHLETIC FC

2009-11-23T22:41:00.003Z

Edgeley Villa Reserves 0-2 D&C Athletic
Sunday 22nd November
Bakery Bridge

Not wishing to name names but some players were adamant that adverse weather conditions would lead to this fixture being postponed and nearly didn't turn up for this fixture. However, it's a good job they did as this fixture was an important display for D&C.

The game started and D&C looked cold still and it was the underdogs who pressed first. Still looking for their first win of their first season, EVR, looked more likely to break the deadlock early on. They stretched a somewhat altered back four with long balls over the top and some bright play from their small midfielders; testing Adam Cummins to a full stretch save with a long distance strike early on.

D&C woke up and despite a few close calls they began passing the ball around with candor. This opened the game up for the midfield, and while the strikers struggled to create many chances through the middle, D&C full use of the flanks and this is how they broke the deadlock.

After 30mins, tireless Jordan Clough beat his man on the left wing and was duly brought down for a free kick 30 yards from goal. Tom Owen stepped up and whipped the ball around the wall and through a crowded penalty area into the bottom right hand corner for his second goal of this years campaign. D&C held the lead until the half. HT 0-1

D&C came out stronger and continue to stroke the ball around the park with few difficulties defensively other than their own errors. EVR became increasingly frustrated and for the second week in a row it was surprising not to see some tackles punished more strongly by the referee.

Ironically, the cards did come out, but for D&C striker Nick Kiefer when he was judged to have dived in the penalty area. It is unknown as to whether he will be reprimanded by the clubs front offices in form of a club fine.

D&C increased the deficit after 70mins when another Clough run down the left hand side led to a perfect cross to Kiefer in the 6 yard box on which he calmly side footed home. D&C then were forced to defend for the remainder of the game by aggressive EVR tactics to put 4 up front and chase their first points of the season, but it wasnt to be. FT 0-2.

This was an important result for D&C. While some may be disappointed not to win by more, it is important to remember not a year earlier where such a result would have gone the other way. D&C have become the kind of side that can win easily even when playing relatively badly, the kind that does well. This may not appear true due to conceding 3 goals, but for the past two games D&C have shut down opposition teams. The only problems they have faced have been created by themselves and that of terrible officiating, such as offside

GK - Adam Cummins
RB - Andrew Barlow
LB - Matt Davies
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Dean Couling (C)
RM - Martyn Barlow
LM - Jordan Clough (Will Gayle, 75)
CM - Nick Hughes
CM - Gaz Harley
CF - Nick Kiefer (Paul Watkins, 70)
CF - Atem Eyong

Unused Subs: N/A

TO

D&C ATHLETIC vs Disley A.F.C 2nds

2009-11-16T15:25:00.004Z

D&C Athletic 3 - 3 Disley 2nds
Sunday 15th November

Lacey Green

The poor weather of week decided to disappear for the day and gave way to the finest rivalry in all of Disley. Despite the need for some major greenkeeping the pitch was in a good condition for D&C's passing style of football. And this was evident all game.

D&C started the brighter and held Disley in their own half for most of the first half restricting them to 30 yard pot shots. Disley adopted a tough football approach and were lucky to get away without bookings early on after chopping down Dave Slater, Gaz Harley and Atem Eyong repeatedly.

Nice passing moves saw Harley and Nick Kiefer both have one on one chances that were unfortunately squandered. Nevertheless, D&C pressed further and it took its toll on 30mins when a Tom Owen free kick was crossed in towards Eyong who headed back across the goal for Kiefer to spin 180degrees and slot the ball in the net from 5 yards out.

Just before the half Jordan Clough took the ball down the left hand side and beat Disleys slow RB only to be brought down in the area. Player/Manager Andrew Barlow stepped up to take the pen and slotted it in the bottom right corner only to see the referee was talking to a player. On the re-take he went the same way and the keeper guessed correctly.

Going into the half there was only one team playing and Davies in net had very little to do. HT 1-0

D&C came out to the second half slow and were punished after a few minutes when over committed defending was undone by a flicked header through to a loan Disley striker who took it round Davies to score the equaliser. Despite the goal, there was a strong appeal for offside which was ignored by the very poor referee.

The standard of officiating got worse as Disley players continued to push the boundaries of the definition of the word 'foul'. Disgusting tackle after disgusting tackle went unpunished and this temporarily prevented D&C from passing the ball around. Eventually, a breakthrough came from a 55 minute cross from Clough to the back post where Eyong controlled and slotted home for his 9th goal of the season.

D&C didnt rest on their laurels and keep pushing. They took a 3-1 lead when Nick Hughes lobbed the keeper from a very tight angle with a deft header. D&C had more chances from 65min sub Matt Wharton go untaken.

Disley got a second shortly after when again aggressive defending meant that too many defenders went to the man with the ball leaving only Barlow to defend two players in the box waiting for the cross. Disley's other striker then headed the ball home for 3-2. Again, the player was virtually stood next to Davies and was clearly offside but no decision to reflect that.

The game then started to get even uglier as the referees complete refusal to card anyone meant he was losing control. A disgusting tackle on Harley which eventually lead to his exit from the game (replaced by Paul Watkins) went only punished by a free kick. However, when Slater complained to the ref, a Disley player took it upon himself to shove him in the face. This is a straight red in any football rule book, yet the player only received a yellow.

With the last kick of the game Disley launched a ball over the top and, not learning from previous experiences, D&C stopped as the player was clearly 5 yards offside. The ref didn't call it and the player continued to beat Davies and score the equaliser. FT 3-3

While D&C did miss chances, and the defending should have prevented the goals, they can take solace in the fact that the refeering was decidedly poor and they were lucky to have not had more injuries.

Many will say that this is Sunday League and teams should be tougher and the ref even commented saying "we clearly watch too much premiership football". Nevertheless, the rule book is the same at every level and a shove in the face is a red card.

GK - Matt Davies
RB - Andrew Barlow
LB - Dean Couling (C)
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Nick Hughes
RM - Martyn Barlow
LM - Jordan Clough
CM - David Slater
CM - Gaz Harley (Paul Watkins, 70)
CF - Nick Kiefer (Matt Wharton, 65)
CF - Atem Eyong

Unused Subs: Mike Burt

TO

The Tall And Short Of It

2009-11-07T23:19:00.004Z

When you see a performing midget/dwarf/little person/giant/Valuev/freak show, or whichever politically incorrect name you choose to give 'them', how do you feel?

Are you one to sit there and shake your head saying, "they are degrading themselves and the people who 'suffer' a similar plight", or are you one to mutter, "they are making the best out of something which could otherwise be a hindrance".

I usually find that my answer to this question depends on my mood, but I will always stick by the business behind it, if they make money to feed and clothe themselves, then fair play.

That being said...watch 'La Pequeña', who reached fame as the midget Amy Winehouse impersonator:

Firstly, someone tell me if 'its' male or female?

Secondly, is anyone else reminded of the female Gremlin from Gremlins 2? Still gives me nightmares...

:/

TO

Does Luck Exist?

2009-11-04T19:09:00.003Z

Was this man saved for a reason, or is he just the luckiest b*stard alive. Both passenger and drive survived. (Courtesy of Funny Blog)

Maybe they should meet up with this guy and compare thirst for life:

:)

TO

D&C ATHLETIC vs Westlands

2009-11-02T15:29:00.002Z

D&C Athletic 0 - 3 Westlands
Sunday 1st November
Lacey Green

If a footballing display ever matched the weather then this D&C performance was it; grey, wet and blustery. While the pitch was just about playable, there was only one team who attempted it for 90mins.

D&C opted for the 4-4-1-1 formation that worked excellently against Woodley Albion but from that team they were without RB James Wallis and top scorer Atem Eyong.

D&C started the slower and never really picked up the pace. Making a couple of passing errors in the centre of midfield early on served only to set the tone for the rest of the game. D&C had few if any chances in the first half and suffered against a harsh face wind. Westlands piled on the pressure, including several difficult to defend free kicks forcing Dean Couling to head it onto his own bar. They eventually unlocked D&C before the half with a slick passing move. HT 0-1

Within 5 seconds of the second half kick off, D&C were lucky to not have conceded a second. Again setting a below par tone. As D&C tired from chasing and defending long balls, Westlands began to make it count. Hitting the post twice they were unlucky to not be further ahead. D&C's closest efforts from the second half all came from Dave Slater's long throws and Nick Hughes came close from one of Slater's corners.

Westlands made it 2-0 when the wind took the ball away from an eccentric Adam Cummins on the edge of the 6 yard box and their striker rose to looping header the ball into the top right corner of the goal.

They then finished the game as D&C changed to 3-5-2 and the back 3 couldn't remain organised when all the other players pushed forward. Westlands played the ball forward down our left hand side and neatly crossed into the back post of a Cummins save to have an easy finish for FT 0-3.

D&C need to take this an example of an organised team being clinical and 'up for the game'. While they have a poor record against Westlands, its not going to change without an improved performance for the away fixture. D&C need to remain humble and hungry and go after points and win games.

GK - Adam Cummins
RB - Andrew Barlow (Will Gayle, 70)
LB - Dean Couling (C)
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Jake Taylor
RM - Martyn Barlow
LM - Matt Davies (Matt Wharton, 70)
CM - David Slater
CM - Nick Hughes
AM - Gaz Harley
CF - Mike Burt (Cole Smith, 80)

Unused Subs: Paul Watkins

One Step At A Time

2009-10-23T02:19:00.003+01:00

As some of you may know, I now write for the University of Manchester Careers website and my first post went live last week and is doing quite well. One post has come from a PR Exec at a Comms. firm asking me to come for an interview and write about the experience. Its no doubt an attempt at getting free publicity but encouraging nonetheless.

If you haven't see it check it out here - http://manchesterundergradcareers.wordpress.com/2009/10/16/the-laymans-guide-to-careers/ - and support me!

It's supposed to be an honest approach from the mind of a normal guy and not the well organised perfect types that often frequent our universities making the rest of us feel worthless.

Cheers Blad.

TO

100 Internet Videos in 3 mins

2009-10-21T15:36:00.000+01:00

See more funny videos and funny pictures at CollegeHumor.

Enjoy

TO

Satisfaction

2009-10-20T18:09:00.001+01:00

I write this post waiting for my mate Bridgey in a Starbucks in town. I'm waiting to go to the Michael McIntyre gig at the MEN Arena tonight. Then I go to London for the NFL game at Wembley. Then to Rome for a weekend after that!

The point is not to boast (although that can be fun) but to live your life. You only get one shot and you have to be proactive and go out and do what you want rather than just think about.

Go do things and share your experiences. You only get one shot, make it a happy one.

Peace

-- Posted from TO's iPhone

D&C ATHLETIC vs Woodley Albion

2009-10-11T15:15:00.010+01:00

D&C Athletic 4-1 Woodley Albion
Sunday 11th October
Lacey Green

Buoyed by the excellent recent home form D&C went into this game with a recently unseen level of confidence and spunk, this showed in their play.

They started with a new 4-4-1-1 formation with the return of Nick Hughes, and in his absence the emergence of Dave Slater. The formation worked fantastically, allowing the hardworking midfield to support attack and defense where needed and the engines of the aforementioned and Gaz Harley worked all game long.

D&C started brightly and passed it around with ease making all the chances. After around 10 mins a D&C free kick from Tom Owen was crossed into the box where Nick Hughes headed back across the goal for Atem Eyong to side foot in. The goal was scratched by an offside call but D&C should be encouraged at how effective this has become in recent matches.

D&C took the lead on 15mins when a Matt Davies corner was headed towards goal by Harley. It was controlled on the line by Woodley but only as far as Owen at the back post. After getting a lucky bounce he struck the ball on the volley and wheeled away in exasperated celebration.

The exhilarating football continued when a ball over the top bounced to Eyong who tapped the ball over the keeper, held of a defender and calmly side footed home. This continued for most of the second half, with Adam Cummins having little or nothing to do in goal.

Just before the half was over D&C grabbed a third that really demonstrated the change in the team from last year. Dave Slater cut through the middle like a hot knife through butter and played in Eyong. Eyong beat two men out wide and then took the ball to the by line before pulling it back to Slater again to slot the ball home. HT 3-0

Maybe it was the lack of their new lucky charm, but D&C knew without her it was critical to keep the momentum going into the second half after Woodley made several changes to the back line. Swapping their calamitous younger centrebacks for more solid stronger replacements saw an improvement in Woodley's defending. However, this was also the downfall on 50mins when Eyong broke through in the box and was barged of his feet with no intention for winning the ball. Harley calmed slotted home the penalty to make it a four goal lead.

This served only to wake Woodley up and as D&C started to cruise the game became more of a contest. D&C got tired, laboured and content with sitting back. Woodley took advantage and pushed forward, coming close from a few corners.

They got their consolation when their captain turned Owen with a nice flick and then grounded Cummins in the D&C goal. The striker then put the ball across and Owen, who had managed to recover, didn't get enough on it the ball to stop it. The strikers partner bobbled the ball into the goal for a deserved but unappealing goal.

Luckily, fortress Lacey Green stood strong and D&C remain unbeaten on their home pitch. This victory was a real test of D&C's outlook this year and all players stood up to the task. The back four were solid for the second week in a row. The midfield engine never stopped churning and Atem held the line perfectly in this epic victory. Today, the blue tits were chirping in the bushes, and the sun shining on this revelation of a team.

GK - Adam Cummins
RB - James Wallis
LB - Dean Couling (C)
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Jake Taylor
RM - Martyn Barlow (Jordan Clough, 70)
LM - Matt Davies (Will Gayle, 75)
CM - David Slater
CM - Nick Hughes
AM - Gaz Harley
CF - Atem Eyong

Unused Subs: Matt Wharton, Paul Watkins & Jonny McAuley

Weezy F. Baby

2009-10-10T02:36:00.002+01:00

Lil' Wayne was spectacular. The rapper brought his A-game and gave a thrilling live performance. Those fans who missed one of the London shows will be killing themselves as this gig showed exactly why Weezy is at the top of his game and going hard.

Listening to him live has now made him sound even better when hearing him recorded. His rendition of '3 Peat' was remarkably emotional and his whole performance seemed exceptionally committed.

As you can see here, even the light show was top class. The support from Young Money Entertainment (Weezy's company) was also epic. Jae Millz, Mack Maine, Guddha Guddha, Birdman and Shanell were all on top form. Even the DJ, 4 Over 5, was noticibly good.

This leads me to salute the British support act, Master Shortie. I had never heard of him until the gig but checked him out after his energetic performance and ended up buying his album

Check him out - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsWVqOg-4Zg&feature=youtube_gdata

For me this gig has made Lil' Wayne iconic. He has so much potential and with that comes the chance to let fans down. He made a speech and thanked all of his fans and showed he values the support. This guys the real deal, the 'Best Rapper Alive'.

Peace,

TO

-- Posted from TO's iPhone

TO stands for Technophile Onomasiologic

2009-10-08T01:04:00.000+01:00

Ladies and gentlemen, I bring forth to you the power of
the iPhone.

The possibilitties seem limitless
yet attainable. Life seems nothin without it yet everything with it. No man, woman or child should be seen in the wilderness without it. The iPhone.

Blackberry can suck on it's own stem.

There's an app for that....

-- Posted from TO's iPhone

Yaaaaa Digggggg?

2009-10-07T16:21:00.003+01:00

How far would you go to see an artist that you think is one of the biggest influences since the turn of the millenium?

Well, while London may not be a globe trotting flight away its still a 6 hour coach ride there and 7 hour 1am-7am coach ride back. But, oh lord should it be worth it.

Young Money have been confirmed as support, this means (hopefully) Drake will be making an appearance. This is almost as big as Lil' Wayne himself.

So, if Atem and I make it to London without killing ourselves or each other we will be able to see the 'Greatest Rapper Alive'. That however, presents it's own problems. Lil' Wayne's fan base spans from the darkest ghetto hoodlums to the cocaine-rich elite. Therefore, we'll either get stabbed up for our phones or shot for disrespecting someones personal space...

Wish us luck...

TO

Unwritten Rule of Life #8:

2009-10-06T18:33:00.002+01:00

"nice guys genuinely DO always finish last"

TO

100th Post!

2009-10-05T16:27:00.002+01:00

And here's some gratuatous violence (well deserved) for you!

Both teach a valuable lesson, I'd thought I'd share these.

TO

D&C ATHLETIC vs Richmond Rovers

2009-10-04T17:42:00.004+01:00

D&C Athletic 2 - 1 Richmond Rovers
Sunday 4th October 2009
Lacey Green

The weather held up for this fixture and the pitch was perfect for a match up between developing rivals. While not being the closest derby game (lets face it, every team is a derby of sorts), Richmond have developed into one of our biggest games on the fixture list. After a heart breaking defeat and awe inspiring comeback last year, the script was set for another interesting affair.

Both teams started awkwardly, with D&C taking most of the possession. A few rough challenges from both sides set the tone and it wasn't until Matt Davies made a storming run down the left hand side on 20mins, his cross was spilled and Atem Eyong took full advantage nodding over the recovering Richmond keeper.

Both teams had a few chances and Richmond's strikers were unlucky to be called offside on an occasion when it appeared to be flicked back by a D&C player, however, they did spend a lot of the game stood offside and had a few go their way which shouldn't. Gaz Harley and Eyong had chances in the first half but neither could keep their shots on target. HT 1-0

In the second half, D&C squashed the game with further dominance. Dave Slater and Harley bossed the midfield and while they were outnumbered in midfield, they didn't seem particularly phased. They restricted Richmond to long balls and shots from distance, none of which troubled D&C too much. One long ball nearly made D&C pay as they failed to clear at the back and Richmond's striker, fresh from filming the 4th Lord of the Rings movie, hit his left footed shot off the crossbar. That will teach him not to treat the ball as "his precious", however it will do nothing for his Napoleon complex...

D&C made a few changes and brought on Paul Watkins and Jon McAuley for their debuts, taking off a hardworking-but-lacking-fitness Jordan Clough (been practicing his celebrations, prefers the 'Rich Mans Toss' to the 'Working Mans Flip', lets hope he doesn't score...on or off the field) and an injured Matt Davies.

After a few more minutes, with D&C desperate to hold on, the returning captain Nick Hughes came on and instantly made an impact. He rampaged up the fielding beating no less than 4 Richmond players before picking out Harley from 20yards on the left wing, leaving a cool finish for the second D&C goal.

While D&C were clearly on top, they were desperate to keep their first clean sheet in over a season but alas, this was not to be. Richmond worked the ball up their right flank nicely and crossed it in, Tom Owen headed clear at the front post but only as far as the edge of the area and thanks to some loose marking Richmond's midfielder half-volleyed the ball into the far corner past an outstretched Adam Cummins. This goal was almost identical to the one conceded against Edgeley, another game that could have been a D&C clean sheet.

After a nervy few last minutes, D&C survived. It can be said for the first time in a long while, that every player on the pitch played well and worked together. The back four were communicating well and had very solid performances, especially the aerially dominant Dean Couling and the equally commanding Jake Taylor. The midfield were also impressive, plenty from the flanks and as said the centre was moving up and down all game. The strikers offered someone to pass to and wanted the ball.

This is what confidence can do for a team and D&C will look to take this into the future. D&C won today and were swimming in clear blue tide of beauty. Please feel free to come again. No Really. Do.

GK - Adam Cummins
RB - James Wallis
LB - Dean Couling (C)
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Jake Taylor
RM - Martyn Barlow (Nick Hughes, 75)
LM - Matt Davies (Jonny McAuley, 70)
CM - David Slater
CM - Gaz Harley
CF - Atem Eyong
CF - Jordan Clough (Paul Watkins, 65)

Unused Subs - Matt Wharton, Nick Kiefer

Unwritten Rule of Life #7:

2009-10-02T14:17:00.002+01:00

"Leopards do NOT change their spots...they simply blend in and hide...exactly what nature intended for them"

TO

Juno United vs D&C ATHLETIC

2009-09-27T16:43:00.007+01:00

Juno United 4-2 D&C Athletic
Sunday 27th September 2009
William Scholes Playing Field

After the massive boost of a win the week before D&C were looking confident as they stepped onto the pitch today. They faced a new team to the division, which on most occasions works in the favour of the established team.

With Juno being a young team, D&C aimed to use their strength and long ball game to cause problems for the young inexperienced kids. It was Juno however who took the lead first, after 2 minutes, pouncing on a seemingly over confident and sleepy defense as the Juno striker beat any D&C defender to the follow up of a spilled shot to round the keeper and place easily into the goal.

This woke D&C up, and they started to look slightly more dangerous. Jordan Clough won repeated free kicks on the left hand side and was duly rewarded. Around 20 minutes into the game Atem Eyong rose at the back post to head a Tom Owen free kick across the 6 yard box so that Clough could poke it home for the equaliser.

D&C could have had a second identical goal but Gareth Harley was adjudged to have been offside. Jake Taylor saw a snatched volley flutter by moments after. Dean Couling snatched nothing but saw his strong right footed volley saved by a full stretched Juno keeper.

At 1-1, D&C looked in control and kept using their height advantage and long ball to trouble Juno. On 40 mins Adam Cummins' long goal kick from his hands found its way to Atem Eyong who was released one on one down the left hand side. Eyong, who scored an identical goal last week, saw his Henry-esque side foot palmed away but only as far as a switched on Jordan Clough who reacted quicker than any Juno player to calmly side foot his second and celebrate with a working mans flip. HT 1-2.

D&C encouraged from taking the lead into the half, again came slow out of the blocks. Within 5 mins, Juno took advantage of some more confused marking and their striker managed to bobble an equaliser over Adam Cummins.

Despite this set back D&C dominated possession, yet without really creating many chances. Atem Eyong saw most of his shots blocked or closed down and Mike Burt saw his biggest chance gobbled by an oncoming Juno keeper. It was Juno who took the lead in the second half when a mistake by Tom Owen at the back allowed the Juno striker through on goal. Adam Cummins was more than equal to the shot and the rebounded shot but a third was too much as Juno lined up to take turns.

After a flurry of substitutions, D&C went for broke. Pushing further up the pitch and had plenty of chances to draw level. Most notably was when Nick Kiefer was played in 8 yards out and struggled to get a kick at the ball eventually being dispossessed. As they kept pushing Adam Cummins came up for a final corner, leaving an empty goal behind. Juno played the ball ahead (to a player who the Referee later admitted was offside and he had made a mistake) and placed the ball into the empty goal to finish the game.

D&C will be disappointed to not take at least a point from this game. They will be looking to the the return fixture at home with the idea of getting some points in mind. Take nothing away from the new boys, they showed grit and determination and hopefully D&C will learn from this game and move forward.

GK - Adam Cummins
RB - Mark Stanley
LB - Dean Couling (C)
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Jake Taylor
RM - Martyn Barlow
LM - Jordan Clough (Matt Davies, 70)
CM - David Slater (Andy Barlow, 65)
CM - Gaz Harley
CF - Atem Eyong
CF - Mike Burt (Nick Kiefer, 60)

Unused Subs - Paul Watkins

TO

Extract of a Kiss

2009-09-24T01:10:00.005+01:00

Ryan looked into her dark brown eyes. Like pools of chocolate they drew him closer, begging to be stared at. He looked at Scarlet, her hair cascading down like an avalanche of carnal desire. He knew that she hadn't spent long attending to it, and this only made her more appealing. She seemed to do nothing wrong in Ryan's eyes. He found this strange as he had spent a lifetime dissecting the women that had come into his life, finding faults to devoid his own happiness.
However, this girl was different. He could sense that. She seemed effortless. And made him feel effortless. Like he could truly be himself. But this had the unusual effect of ruining all the 'game' he had. But every time he appeared nervous, she just giggled.
Ryan put his hands tenderly on her shapely hips. He felt her sides. They felt as he imagined them to feel when he first saw her. Toned and defined yet still soft and curvaceous.
"I've waited all night for this embrace." he said as he held onto her protectively. "I wasn't sure of how you felt."
Scarlet looked at him with amusement. She knew from the moment they met she wanted to kiss him, but she couldn't help the gratification that came from seeing a man of such stature helpless for her.
"And what makes you think I feel anything?" she mumbled while desperately trying to disguise her glee. "I mean, are you sure I want to kiss you...?" she continued, worrying he would lose interest.
Ryan smirked, "who said anything about kissing? But good to know whats on your mind!"
Scarlet blushed, knowing the sexy mysterious facade was fading quickly. She had never been very good at flirting, but now more than ever, she wanted to woo this man.
Before she could even consider her next move Ryan used his surreptitious hands to firmly pull her closer. He did with such vigour it shocked her, but with such control his strength calmed her.
Scarlet's soft lips were exactly what Ryan had imagined, and her kiss was ten times better. Pressing firmly at first he gently softened the pressure to make the kiss linger, that way he knew Scarlet would feel butterflies as if kissed by the perfect man. He moved one hand from her waist and caressed her cheek and neck, causing shivers down her spine and goosebumps to form on her arms.
They both knew that this was the kind of kiss that was the beginning of something beautiful and their lives would somehow change.
As he pulled away, Ryan gazed into Scarlet's eyes. They were the most divine he'd ever seen. They were so innocent and inviting, he could stare for hours. As Ryan looked, he realised that he loved this girl. And this terrifying feeling was one of utter delight and sheer worry, combined. This girl had ventured somewhere no one had ever gotten near before. His heart. Scarlet had the power to make or break him, and the very fact she was unaware of this made this burning feeling even more intense.
Ryan took Scarlet by the hand and continued with the evenings festivities. They both felt an spreading warmth inside, a mischievous emotion, guessing that they knew something the other didn't. They however, felt exactly the same. They were falling love.

This is just an attempt by myself at fiction writing.

TO

D&C ATHLETIC vs Edgeley Villa Reserves

2009-09-20T13:24:00.007+01:00

D&C Athletic 5 - 1 Edgeley Villa Reserves
Sunday 20th September 2009
Lacey Green

This game marked the first round of League Cup and while D&C like to concentrate on the league this game was vital for confidence and fitness after a tough loss the week before.

Edgeley started the brighter without creating much as it took D&C a while to switch on. However, when they did the improvements D&C have made began to show. Playing nice football is beginning to pay rewards for D&C and for one game at least, they looked dangerous from set pieces. Martyn Barlow's right foot became hot property for 89mins as he was swinging corners in all game with purpose.

The deadlock broke after 15mins with a Barlow cross that sneaked past a leaky defense and miraculously straight into goal. D&C could have doubled the lead when a deflection fell to Atem Eyong on the penalty spot with a open goal, but...he missed...badly.

D&C kept pressing with most of the possession. Atem Eyong had a chance to atone for his TERRIBLE miss and hooked onto the end of a route one kick from Adam Cummins and calmly chipped the grounded Edgeley keeper.

Matt Davies return from work duties added more width to the team and the flanks kept opening for D&C and just before the half finished a Dean Couling cross made its way through the 6 yard box to Atem Eyong at the back post for his second.

To their credit Edgeley came out from the second half with renewed vigour and pressed tightly, managing to subdue D&C's dominance slightly. However, this didn't last long as Edgeley were reduced to 10 men. An Edgeley player reacted badly to an altercation for the second time and after a fracas from both teams was eventually resolved the game continued.

Ironically, with their reduced numbers, Edgeley rallied and pushed harder forward. They pounced on a sliced miss kick from Cummins and scored with a half volley from 25 yards.

This woke D&C up who knew that 3-1 wasn't safe and they pushed harder, again scoring from a Barlow corner. Jake Taylor popped up in the 6 yard box to poke the ball into the net from the scrambled defending.

Atem Eyong finally got the hat trick to make up for missing and open goal in the first half. Turning a defender on the left hand side he made his way into the area, cut inside, and finished nicely into the top right hand corner. Seeing Adebayor at the weekend inspired him to run to the corner flag to celebrate to the capacity crowd of 3.

All in all this was an encouraging performance from D&C. From an encouraging debut to countless chances D&C showed more to give. However, they must not rest on their laurels as there was plenty to work on before the next game.

GK - Adam Cummins
RB - James Wallis
LB - Dean Couling (C)
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Jake Taylor
RM - Martyn Barlow
LM - Matt Davies (Will Gayle, 60)
CM - Cole Smith Mk.II (Mark Stanley, 75)
CM - Gaz Harley
CF - Atem Eyong
CF - Mike Burt (Matt Wharton, 65)

Unused Subs - Paul Watkins, Nick Kiefer

TO

Unwritten Rule of Life #6:

2009-09-19T22:19:00.002+01:00

"saying 'Your Mum' wins ANY argument...EXCEPT...if shes dead...then, well...you're a c*nt"

Peover vs D&C ATHLETIC

2009-09-14T19:08:00.006+01:00

Peover 4-0 D&C

Sunday 13th September 2009
Peover Park

With the new fine system in place D&C look to be going to the Bahamas with their off season tour as the winding roads of Cheshire again managed to fox the highly intelligent members of the squad causing a few late arrivals.

This appeared to show on the field as D&C started slowly but steadily nonetheless. There seemed to be relatively few chances early on for both sides with Peover looking slightly more dangerous.

After 15mins the D&C captain, Nick Hughes, received a nasty facial [injury] from a clash of heads and had to be subbed off to go to hospital with a broken nose. The team missed the solid anchor in front of the back four and goals followed. The first came courtesy of a missed tackled by vice-captain, Gaz Harley, in the penalty area through which Peover's striker calmly finished past Adam Cummins near post on 20mins.

D&C stayed united and worked together for their chances. Atem Eyong nearly converted a well placed cross from a Tom Owen free kick, narrowly heading wide from 5 yards out. Striker, Mike Burt, also had a couple of shots narrowly missing wide.

However, Peover were 2-0 up before half time when the referee missed an off-side call and then recovering defender, Owen, miss timed the interception of the cross to which the Peover star striker chipped the ball over Cummins leaving Owen in the netting trying to redeem his mistake. A relatively united D&C then began to bicker again going into the half leading to a hairdryer treatment from gaffer, Andy Barlow. HT 2-0.

The second half didn't see much improvement with most of the play going Peover's way early on. Within 10mins, Peover were 3-0 up thanks to loose marking on the left hand side allowing a bobbling strike to skim off the dirt and make its way in off the back post with little Cummins could do. That being said, when called into action Cummins showed why he is regarded as one of the best Goalkeepers in the division making repeated camera saves.

D&C then changed to a 4-3-3 formation in an attempt to push for some goals to make the game more interesting. The change appeared to spark some life into the team and Eyong had a few chances to get some efforts at the opposing Goalkeeper were it not for some dubious challenges (not that he wasn't lucky to not be carded himself.) D&C brought on some fresh legs up front in Paul Watkins after 70mins.

However, with D&C pushing forward, Peover took their chances on the counter and this paid off again when they won a corner on 75mins. With the new formation D&C were left a man short when marking from corners, despite being shouted they remained a man down and one unmarked player managed to poke a toe at the ball and put it in from 5yards.
D&C had a few chances late on with Eyong crashing a header into the crossbar and Harley having a shot whisker past the post.

All in all, D&C had a mediocre to poor outing. All players know they have things to work on and this will surely come with match fitness. With lots of new players the team needs time to gel together. This being said, the team was surprisingly supportive of one another and apart from a couple of occasions were a million miles from the bickering team they have been in pre-season friendlies of late. Some pros and negs to take from this game but D&C should definitely not be disheartened by this result.

Onwards and upwards.

GK - Adam Cummins
RB - James Wallis
LB - Dean Couling
CB - Tom Owen
CB - Jake Taylor
RM - Nick Kiefer (Paul Watkins, 70)
LM - Martyn Barlow
CM - Nick Hughes (C) (Cole Smith, 15)
CM - Gaz Harley
CF - Atem Eyong
CF - Mike Burt

Unused Subs - Andrew Barlow

TO

Film Review: Funny People

2009-09-12T20:52:00.004+01:00

It firstly should be noted this film is LONG. At 150mins running time its a test of patience. And there is only so long one can potentially laugh for so I wouldn't watch this with a tired mind.

The premise is simple. Adam Sandler plays a famous stand up comedian who is dying of a rare disease, only to be told his radical medicine is working and he has a second chance at life.

Sandler plays the role of a faltered star with redeeming lovable qualities well and portrays a character you both emphasize with and want to slap.

Seth Rogen continues to be type cast as a bumbling idiot, but not quite as idiotic as his friends. He plays this role fantastically well, but theres only so many times he can accept these types of films before people begin to want more from him.

Leslie Mann just simply annoys the hell out of me. She has a strange face which is attractive but completely not at the same time. And her very presence in yet another of her own husbands (Judd Apatow) films is enough to make me angry. Can she not get an acting job without his involvement? Same goes for their kids...do their paychecks just go back to him?!

As for the film, the length hurts it tremendously and while there are plenty of terrific stand up shorts that are full of great comedic content the rest of the film lacks any punch or quality to keep you from looking at your watch.

I'd rate this film a rather low 5.3/10. For me 5 says I don't resent using my time watching the film but wouldn't recommend. This is one of those times.

TO

Unwritten Rule of Life #5:

2009-09-12T16:57:00.001+01:00

"fantasy is ALWAYS better than reality, keep it in your head and enjoy the simple things you've got"

Unwritten Rule of Life #4:

2009-09-09T23:41:00.001+01:00

"sit back, relax and enjoy......Theres still time for a coke and popcorn"

Film Review: (500) Days of Summer

2009-09-08T23:14:00.003+01:00

This 'offbeat' romantic comedy is stylishly made and refreshingly different. The story follows the never ending hope of one man and the crushingly honest uber b*tch female.

The film is a perfect antidote for those who are tired of the standard Hollywood Rom Com al a 'The Proposal'. It is told from a juxtaposed perspective, therefore one gets to see both the highs and lows in comparative positioning rather than the normal chronological technique.

That being said, the film appears to just confirm what most already know and one can only but cringe as the stars make the mistakes we all know they are going to make, and appear to do so regardless.

The general consensus for this film appears to be above average and I would tend to agree. I'd give this film a 7.7/10.

TO

Unwritten Rule of Life #3:

2009-09-08T23:10:00.002+01:00

"99 out of 100 women are clinically insane, so when you find that 1, appreciate her. However be aware the odds dictate most of her friends will be absolutely f*cking crazy"

Unwritten Rule of Life #2:

2009-09-05T20:26:00.000+01:00

"Anyone that calls THEMSELVES a legend is automatically NOT a legend, and remains NOT a legend for all time"

Film Review: District 9

2009-09-05T20:02:00.000+01:00

With this summers blockbusters being relatively disappointing I wasn't expecting a lot from this film. The trailer and premise for the film do very little to reflect the true epic nature of the story.

Like it or not, the style is different. Much like Cloverfield, it is filmed mostly in handheld style as it follows the main character on a journey of self discovery and metamorphosis; both physically and mentally.

It is easy to understand why the film is set in South Africa and the sharp sociopolitical undertone is clearly evident. When one starts to consider the aliens as a metaphor rather than a different species then there becomes an empathy that attaches oneself to the characters making the viewer truly care about the outcome of both 'heroes'.

As the pace of the film gathers, the handheld style gives way to true cinematic techniques. This is remarkably done, as with the rest of the movie, and doesn't knock the film off course.

Even the way in which the lead character swears becomes hilarious rather than annoying throughout the film. His thick South African accent appears to switch to a Liverpudlian one with every "f**k" he shouts.

I'd rate this film as an epic 9.1/10. Its takes a while to fully engage but when it does the messages and plot soon become clear and are fully enjoyable. One of the films of a generation that will be talked about for some time.

:)

TO

Unwritten Rule of Life #1:

2009-09-05T17:48:00.002+01:00

"Never spend too much time with your girlfriends male friends, its not natural and looks like you can't find your own"

Can Dreams Come True?

2009-09-03T18:49:00.003+01:00

This is something everyone has to ask themselves in life. Everyone has a dream. A goal that appears unreachable, or at least difficult to obtain. In this instance:

A wild fancy or hope.
A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration: a dream of owning their own business.

The key to this question depends on which number you believe is more accurate. I find personally it hovers between the two depends on my mood at that time. If I am feeling confident and good about everything then my dreams and aspirations appear reachable. When I am not my dreams seem to change to something attainable.

This is another area for consideration. Aspirations can change. Priorities alter as much as daily life. But does the idea of the original dream ever disappear? This is where resentment can harbour if a person feels they could have achieved their dreams but something out of their control stopped this from happening.

This is why as a friend or partner it is your duty to support people in their dreams for as long as you can, even if you feel it is a lost hope. The fact remains that if you were in the way of their dream then they would resent you for it and it wouldn't be worth the pain it would cause.

That being said, you have to hope that the person in question will constantly prioritise their dreams to know exactly when it passes over from achievable to unachievable, if it ever does.

I've heard the saying "dreams are like rainbows, only idiots chase them", however i'm a fan of self-actualization and if you never try you'll never know.

Dreams can come true, but ironically you need the very people that the pursuit of those dreams potentially hurt. It's something that has to be considered and constantly revised but definitely to be undertaken.

Peace

TO

The Rules of The Game

2009-08-24T20:23:00.005+01:00

In my current work, I spend vast amounts of time on my own in forced silence. Therefore I tend to over think A LOT. Today I spent a long time thinking about my current relationship, how it affects me and how I affect it, both positively and negatively.

As if by fate, a chapter of the book I have been reading ('The Game' by Neil Strauss) was very appropriate on this very lunchtime. Its only a short chapter, but its extremely enlightening, so I'd like to share. (I've bolded the key bits for me personally for those that don't wish to read the entire passage.)

Male sexuality may seem on the surface like it runs rampant in society - there are strip clubs, porn websites, 'Maxim'-style magazines, and titillating advertisements everywhere. But, despite all this, true male desire is often kept repressed.
Men think about sex more than they will ever let women, or even each other, know. Teachers think about f*cking their students, fathers think about f*cking their daughters friends, doctors think about f*cking their patients. And right now, for every woman with even an iota of sex appeal, there's probably a man somewhere in the world who's touching himself and thinking about what it would be like to f*ck her. She may not even know him: He may be that businessman who walked past her in the street or the college student who sat across from her on the subway. And any man who tells a woman otherwise is most likely doing so because hes trying to get in her pants, or the pants of someone else within earshot. The great lie of modern dating is that in order to sleep with a woman, a man must pretend initially as if he doesn't want to.
Most appalling to women is the male obsession with strippers, porn stars, and teenage girls. It is abhorrent because it threatens a woman's reality. If all men really desire a woman like that, then where does that leave her marriage and happily-ever-after fantasies? She's doomed to live them with a man who really wants that Victoria Secret model or the neighbors daughter or that dominatrix in the videos he hides in his closet. As a woman ages, an 18 year old will always be 18. Love is dashed on the rocks in the face of possibility that a man doesn't want a person but a body.
Fortunately, this is not the entire story. Men are visual thinkers; thus we're often deceived by our eyes. But the truth is that the fantasy is often better than the reality. I had just learned that lesson. Most men eventually learn that lesson...
Men are not dogs. We merely think we are and, on occasion, act as if we are. But, by believing in our nobler nature, woman have amazing power to inspire us to live up to it. This is one reason why men tend to fear commitment-and sometimes...even tend to rebel against it by endeavoring to bring out the worst in woman.

This really is an excellent read with a lot of depth. Highly Recommended.

:)

TO

Nothing is Predestined

2009-08-23T18:03:00.005+01:00

Today, In football training, I attempted a very audacious shot and failed miserably. But I felt no shame. As I turned to meet the mocking cheers, I said to my friend Atem (http://theatembomb.blogspot.com) "If you don't attempt greatness, you won't achieve greatness".

At the time it was just a decorated way of saying "it was worth a go". However, when I got home and started to day dream the words seemed to resonate (so much so i'm thinking of getting it in welsh as my 21st tattoo).

As with a lot of people I know, I talk a very good game.

This is necessary but not sufficient. You have to deliver. The words resonate that anyone can talk about greatness but it's all about the 'attempt'. For many years i've said it's not my time, i'm waiting for the next stage of my life...well it's coming.

I've always viewed from the end of university to my 30th birthday to be when I have to make things happen, and i will. To ensure this happens I decided to sit down today and publish my short, medium and long term goals. After all there's no motivation like potential public humiliation.

Short (<1year)

Score 3 goals and win 3 M.O.M's for D&C AFC this year.
Earn a 2:1 Economics degree.
Have my second published article.
Earn a place on a graduate scheme.

Medium (1year-5years)

Watch the Atlanta Falcons play in person.
Watch LeBron James play in person.
Watch Usain Bolt sprint in person.
Have an article published in a National Newspaper or article.
Buy my first property.

Long (5years+)

Earn my first $1,000,000 paycheck.
Write a novel.
Appear in a film.
Own a majority share in mutli-million dollar company

Many of you may think these are unreachable, but I would say to you "don't hate, dont underestimate".

:$

TO

Self Actualization

2009-08-18T23:22:00.004+01:00

At the pub the other night, my friends and I were discussing first impressions. We came onto the topic of the fact that in every job I have ever had people have told me that when I first joined they thought I was a kn*b, but after a while they decided I was a really good guy. This has been repeated me hundreds of times, and my friends were in agreement.

After thinking about it for a while we came to the conclusion that the way I react to unfamiliar situations, such as a new workplace, I act ultra confident and the opposite of how many believe I would/should act. They believe me to be very arrogant (which is true anyway!) for doing so and therefore dislike my confidence and easy with which I deal with usually unforgiving circumstances.

However, once these people get to know me, they learn that while I am confident and outgoing, I am genuine and at the end of the day a nice guy.

People don't like to be challenged and don't like someone to look comfortable so easily. However, that is me and I won't change for anyone. If anything I'll challenge these people more because they need it. I won't do anything unless i'm trying my best, and I won't stop until I reach my best.

:)

TO

Honesty and Integrity

2009-08-13T01:45:00.005+01:00

There is nothing better than having a gut instinct and finding out you were right.

It can be about anything but it seems to be even better when its about people. Probably because we (most humans :S) spend so much time interacting with others.

Those moments when something clicks and you realise how good a friend someone actually is is remarkable, similarly when you realise someone you've always thought was shady finally shows their true colours.

It's strange, I have a friend who I have for a long time regarded as a very close friend. However, like many people in this world, they are very different in groups as to when we are one-on-one. Again, like most of these kind of people, they are a lot nicer and friendly towards me when we are doing something without a large group as he finds the need to project their humour (which is mostly the 'insult someone' kind) toward me. I found I picked up this trait, much to the annoyance of other groups and even some of my best friends. Don't worry, I have slowly been extracting it from my demeanor.

It's even stranger that when I question their level of friendship I find myself conflicted. Half the time I think of them as a best friend, the other half its like they wouldn't care if they never saw me again and slightly two faced.

Who knows? Because I don't. They often mock me for my humility and emotionality...is this because they wish they could be so too or because they like to take the piss? They are often supportive and negative in equal parts so to ensure I remain confused about what they actually think.

Simply put, I can't work out whether i'm over-thinking (the sociology student in me says this isn't possible) the whole situation or whether they are the deepest person I know in terms of the fact they are repressing a lot through jokes and emotional retardation.

:/

TO

The Even Better Life and Times of TO

2009-08-12T19:36:00.002+01:00

Maaaaaaan just keeps getting better.

This morning I was quick to respond to an offer from the nice people at NBA on 5 and bagged myself a pair of tickets for 'Game on at O2', the basketball matches featuring Great Britain v Turkey and Israel v Poland.

Looks like I should be heading to London this Saturday, relying on circumstances of course!

For real, my life is IN THE ZONE right now.

Stand with me.

:D

TO

The Life and Times of TO

2009-08-12T00:01:00.004+01:00

This post has no particular direction or message other than to update you all on the fact i'm rather happy.

I'm currently riding one of those waves where everything is going right. I'm working hard and being rewarded and it feels exceptional.

I have finally found a paying job, unlike freelancing writing it seems. So i'm paying bills.
I have found the woman of my dreams and couldn't be happier right now.
I have a lot of things to look forward too; New football season, New American football season, Michael McIntyre gig, Lil' Wayne gig, NFL game in London, MY 21st BIRTHDAY, the tattoo i'm getting. The list is endless.
I have been chosen to write for my universities blog about careers and my path trying to find one in final year, which not only helps my writing career but also makes me get off my **** and go do it.
I'm seeing who are good friends and getting quite tight with people who if you'd have asked me 4 years ago I probably would have said "yeah right" (check his blog - http://theatembomb.blogspot.com/)
I have entered a competition to be a part of The Scripts new video for 'Breakeven' - please comment and vote generously - http://www.youtube.com/user/towen88

I just feel like i'm growing up and finally using some of my limitless potential to make waves in this world and be somebody. Its not my time yet, but my time is coming, soon I'll give you all a reward for believing in me.

:D

TO

Film Review: The Ugly Truth

2009-08-09T23:54:00.003+01:00

I was quiet tired when I went to see this movie so I was pleasantly surprised that it had enough about it to entertain.

Its a simple premise, and as with all of such, relies heavily on the lead roles to make it interesting.

Heigl and Butler neither set the world on fire nor disappoint, this is the running theme with this film.

Of the two Butler seems more natural in his role as a cold-hearted truth bringer, while Heigl is disappointingly wooden but still has enough about her to muddle through.

The plot is largely readable; most will see the ending a mile off. But again its done with enough effort to make it enjoyable, without the extra squeeze to make it excellent.

The highlight has to be a scene where Heigl is tortured sexually by a child (carefully worded sentence alert!)

This film to me needed more time and attention to be truly excellent but was rewardingly funny at times. I'd rate this film as 7.2/10

:)

TO

Mates Rates

2009-08-08T02:18:00.004+01:00

So tonight was the big night, the evening when friendship was reevaluated. Ironically, it made me appreciate my own relationship more as well as reminding how important my close mates are too.

I think most of the guys realised that we are drifting apart and that more will be done to keep us connected in some way.

At the same time I realised how good my relationship is based on the grievances of others and how having a girlfriend who is just like a best friend can really be the difference between it working and it not.

I honestly don't think i've been this happy in all my life, and while my brain has been taught this means i'm heading for a fall I don't think I actually care. You have to take the good times while they roll; and i'm rolling.

Tonight was a funny experience with our dinner starting at 7 and then doing 50 shots in Baa Bar by 9.15pm, meaning we were all gone (in the drunk sense of the word) by 10pm.

Hence the only video in which PJ makes a bet he can't keep to:

:)

TO

All My Life...

2009-08-04T18:29:00.001+01:00

ITS FINALLY HERE.

I can't wait to see this film:

I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell in HD

No doubt it won't live up to the expectations I have after reading the book but at least it will reach a wider audience and people will understand what it means to be ruthless and I can say, I WAS A MEMBER FIRST B*TCHESSSSSSSS.

Comistan

:)

TO

The Boys Are Back In Town

2009-08-03T12:04:00.002+01:00

Anyone who has been reading from the start will be aware that there hasn't been an 'Adams Corner' or a video in a LONG time.

We'll i set about to rectify this. Some of those memories are my best ever and will last a lifetime. This Friday, the boys are coming back. Even if its for one night only. I promise to get them all jacked up and get some quality footage (if i'm capable of holding my camera).

The rules include NO PHONES. Let's see who wants to make the friendship work and who doesn't care!

:)

TO

Funny Things...

2009-08-02T02:03:00.004+01:00

I haven't posted much due to being so busy currently, thus being the inspiration for this particular occasion.

I helped a friend of mine the other day who is training to be a Personal Trainer. I was basically a guinea pig for him to practice his client technique with. During the session I was asked several health questions; one of which was do you lead a busy life?

The answer being no. But recently yes.

Its amazing how contradictory ones life can be. This occasion being no different.

It's amazing how quickly life can change and equally how speedily we adapt to these changes. I have gone from having nothing to fill my days to having to plan every minute perfectly to fit everything in.

It only goes to show how when everything seems to be quiet one should always anticipate changes on the horizon and try to not let things get you down or pass you by. And by the same token, one should make the most of those frivolous times while they are bountiful.

:)

TO

Best I Ever Had (I love...)

2009-07-29T01:43:00.004+01:00

I love...the way your hair looks a mess but amazing at the same time.
I love...your body.
I love...your personality more.
I love...that feeling I get every time I see you for the first time that day.
I love...the way you don't care what people think.
I love...your silly faces.
I love...how wide your eyes are.
I love...the fact we seem to say and think the same things at the exact same time.
I love...the fact your the best Ive ever had...literally.
I love...there's no drama unless its necessary.
I love...you don't judge.
I love...you went underneath to find out the real tom.
I love...that you make me a better person.
I love...the way you make me feel so good about myself.
I love...the fact you can make me like something i used to despise like Harry Potter/Twilight/Musicals.
I love...the fact you always play devils advocate and make me think.
I love...the fact YOUR DOG WANTS TO EAT ME.
I love...certain songs seem to make sense just because of you.
I love...the fact you don't eat anything but Nandos, toast and MacDonalds.
I love...you can sit in my house while I go to football training and be there waiting with a smile when I come back dirty and tired.
I love...how it feels to fall asleep with you in my arms.
I love...how it feels Ive known you all my life.
I love...that you can change my mood instantly.
I love...how you bite your tongue every time you get in my car and hear Hip-Hop.
I love...how your proud to be with me.
I love...you get goosebumps virtually every time I kiss you.
I love...that you don't mind sharing me with Ryan Reynolds.
I love...how you make me feel 13 again.
I love...you.

Smile, enjoy us and the rest will follow.

<3

TO

Film Review: The Proposal

2009-07-28T13:57:00.005+01:00

Most of my regular readers will know that i have an unhealthy desire to be Ryan Reynolds and have something of a man crush for him (http://toheadspace.blogspot.com/2009/05/adams-corner-2-man-crush-ok-or-gay.html)

So, I entered this viewing with high expectations and I have to admit I was slightly disappointed.

The acting by Bullock and Reynolds is superb (especially the later, and thats without bias) they perform their roles perfectly and have great chemistry and comic timing on screen. There are some immensely funny moments in the film, but you can see them coming a mile off.

That tends to be a running theme, the script is entirely predictable from start to finish. This isn't always a problem but it makes it very difficult to make a good film this way as it has to be done perfectly well so the viewer isnt disappointed when they see what they were expecting.

There are no twists, in fact the opposite, they appear to build a potential twist only to discard the very idea. Which could be construed as a twist itself? Confused? I was also.

The film lacks substance, its quite an interesting idea but not enough to make a great film out of. That being said, it was enjoyably watchable and will be a hit for dating couples across the country. I'd have this film around 7.0/10.

Hopefully, Reynolds next piece of work will have a behind camera staff worthy of his talents.

Film Review: Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

2009-07-28T13:35:00.002+01:00

I was slightly apprehensive about watching this film as I am out of touch with the series and stopped reading after the 5th book (which was a total struggle as far as keeping my attentions was concerned).

Nevertheless, swayed by the fact I was seeing the film at IMAX and the first few scenes being 3D I decided to jump on the Potter bandwagon.

The 3D scenes were incredible. They showed trailers for a up and coming animated remake of 'A Christmas Carol' starring Jim (I hate you) Carrey and it was simply amazing. Definitely the future of cinema. They have the ability to terrify audiences as they can make it appear the characters are touching you.

Very difficult to explain, but check it out. Although the glasses make you look ridiculous!

As for the actual film, I found some parts easy to remember from the books, but the general mood of the film is slightly lost if you haven't been keeping up and refreshed. There is relatively little action and when there is it somehow feels a little forced.

Maybe its just me but i can't help but burst out laughing when Dumbledore shouts "Get out your wand, Harry!".

There is also a sudden increase in the amount of love scenes in this film compared to the previous ones, to reflect the characters maturation towards adulthood. However, its all very tame as to appease those younger viewers, so like some other parts of the film, feels a little half hearted.

Harry Potter fans will enjoy it but it will be nobody's favourite. Never going to rock anyone's world but a nice way to spend 3 hours if theres very little on. I'd give the film a 7.2/10

Long Time No See

2009-07-24T15:37:00.003+01:00

I don't know what I'm going to write about other than complain about the fact I haven't been posting much. Which is slightly ironic as the reason for lack of posting comes through the very fact I have little to complain about currently.

I guess you could say i'm content.

I may have found a job (its not 100% yet), I may have found a special person (it's not 100% there yet), I may have completed my second year of university at a higher standard than I predicted I would (not 100% finished). I may have earned a solid starting spot in my football team for the year (not 100% there yet...you get the theme).

I'm quietly confident about the rest of 2009.

No doubt some of these will go wrong and as always I will come plummeting down to earth, but its nice to feel floaty now and again.

Despite a few blips 2009 is continuing to be the best year of my life.

:D

TO

Film Review: Twilight

2009-07-22T12:58:00.004+01:00

I have to admit I wasn't looking forward to this film, it took a lot of arm bending to get me to actually rent it, but i'm glad I did. Mostly out of jealous over the fact most of the female species seem to be in love with every male cast member, I seemed to feel contempt for Edward Cullen before ever seeing the character. Despite this, I even felt compassion for him, the story and the irresistible charm with which he demonstrates.

I'm not usually into these fairytale style fantasies but the story moves with pace and is highly absorbing. One ponders many questions and like any good film, these seem to be answered minutes after this original thought.

One can tell this film is a book adaptation as the main story is the strongest aspect. The cinematic sequences are quite impressive for a medium to low budget film, and the relatively unknown cast have shot to stardom for their acting skills equally to their perfect looks.

The script could have been improved upon and some of the effects seem to be slightly unimaginative and cheap, but this is forgivable when the characters are so believable.

I'd rate this film at 8.1/10, which is even more impressive when considering that I was hesitant about even entertaining the idea of watching the film. Definitely enjoyable for most.

Light Up The Dark

2009-07-16T14:16:00.002+01:00

Last night was a strange place I don't think I ever wish to revisit. For once in my life I did not seem to be in control of my own actions.

I'm still feeling the effects of whatever caused this temporary insanity, but I can clearly see how dark and deranged I acted and typed.

I feel like the morning after the night before, yet I didn't drink alcohol. I am seriously assuming I was under the influence of some other drug without being aware of the fact. It is the only explanation as most people would describe me as having my head too firmly screwed on.

Life is strange, Love is a stranger.

TO

Bring Light To Dark Places

2009-07-16T02:32:00.011+01:00

*BEFORE READING, play this and then continue with the article, it's my only hope for anyone to imagine where i am RIGHT NOW*

This is FUCKING insane. I just drove home from Manchester at 2.00am. I am sober, I have been drinking red bull yet I can only describe it as how I'd imagine a line of coke to be like. I'm so fucked...but its a strange head fucking. Like a intense head fuck. Swearing is the only way i will be able to portray the state of mind right now. I feel completely drained of thought but completely refreshingly awake at the same time.

I apologise for the incoherence, I will set the scene.

I was on a normal night out at a club in Manchester, when something suddenly clicked and I had to go home. Why, I cannot tell you but there is one thing about me...when I know something, I know it.

I leave alone. I get into my car, and drive about 2 minutes of the 15 minute journey and that song i have highlighted above comes on.

For no describable reason I go into a complete mind fuck.

It's nothing to do with the song or anything the song represents, or is it!? I'm literally lost in my own cerebral cortex. The music just doesn't seem to go loud enough, i'm turning and turning the volume to horrific levels, yet nothing. I can't drive fast enough, my foot to the floor. I want to crash, just to feel something. There is a bridge coming up, one which i often contemplate driving off in my darkest moments. Yet, in typical TO fashion, someone has beat me to it and there's a roadblock with a hole where the fencing used to be.

This is equal to adding another several swinging couples to the orgy of a head fuck that's occurring. I start crying and screaming. I DON'T KNOW WHY. I never do either.

Imagine yourself right now...crying and screaming at the top of your lungs...driving at ridiculous speeds with the volume maxed to the point your speakers are struggling...and not knowing what the fuck is going on or why.

The only thing that scares me in this life is my own brain and what occurred tonight. There is a very fine line between genius and insanity. While not everyone will agree with the genius part, I feel I crossed that very line tonight. I felt inspired to write the most intense piece of writing of my life yet had strange feelings that border on suicidal at the same time.

Any of my close friends can tell you i'm 99% totally screwed on, yet tonight I lost myself in a swirling darkness that engulfed my entire being. Re-reading this is doing nothing but making me realise how crazy the last 10 minutes of my life really has been.

I must sound like i've been experimenting with drugs, I honestly wish I had been, at least then there would be some explanation. I must appear to be completely and utterly unstable. I'd argue to my death i'm not, but maybe I am. I am willing to admit that I am so scared because for the first time I feel naked and judged. People ask me how I can share the very darkest things of my life...It's never bothered me, until now.

Now this has been written I almost feel purged of my sins, despite not knowing what my sins are.

I have never been totally out of control of emotions before, this is completely surreal to me. The only way to describe it is feeling imprisoned in your own mind.

Judge and be judged. I'm going to collapse somewhere.

:S

TO

Choose A Different Ending

2009-07-13T17:27:00.003+01:00

Found this advertised while watching MTV and was quietly impressed. It really is an innovative way to get a message across. It is an interactive YouTube game where you get to make choices and effect the outcome of this fictional character. Give it a shot and see what happens to you...word of advice, if you take the obviously correct routes then its not as much fun!

:)

TO

ARAF!

2009-07-11T22:33:00.003+01:00

Don't you wish that sometimes you could stop or slow down time and your life...?

I feel like this right now. I have spent the last 6 months of my life creating a brand new life for myself in the image of who I wanted to be. I have loved every second of this and have memories from this period that will last a lifetime.

Put simply, 2009 has been the best year of my life.

Not only have I been living the life of who I believe I truly am for the first time in a long time but recently I have been hit by metaphorical train being driven by a special person. This may seem strange because the very occurrence of the uncontrollable emotion of the latter contradicts the conscious effort of the former.

Then again I do lead a very contradictory life.

Im a very impatient person, yet I wish for nothing more than to stop time right now. I want to enjoy every second of the happiness I have been feeling for the last 6 months but also because that proverbial 'driver' will become quite unavailable soon.

This is crazy. Me, getting bent out of shape over someone. Me, having nothing to complain about. Me, wanting life to slow down.

I'm usually easy going. I'm usually moaning about someone. I'm usually living my life at 100mph. I guess this is why I feel so affected by this person. I think they just understand what makes me tick. They get me. They are the same. I think. But I usually don't go on thoughts, i like facts, so again contradictory to my personality.

I am struggling to even think of how to summarise, or even why i'm writing this. I guess I will just say. Be happy, you never know what or who is around the next corner and to enjoy every second of this life, ups and downs included.

:D

TO

I Hope There Is Room In Hell...

2009-07-08T02:37:00.006+01:00

Isn't it funny how one thing, be it a book or a film etc, can change your view on life so rapidly. For many years I have always tried to be the nice guy when it came to women. I was always the one to answer my phone to a distress signal, to be considerate and kind.

I 'blame' this on my mother. Or you could say my father. Either way, while I was growing up my mother would do everything for me and my brother while working everyday, with no help for many years. I didn't realise this at the time but I believe this to be the reason I used to attracted to those girls in need.

That was until a reader of this site [Lebron Hater - KS ;) ] recommended this book as being hilarious. Now, i'm very open to suggestions but i'm also very cynical so I didn't expect much.

Wow. I now go out with a friend of mine ruthlessly mirroring this man and Tucker Max has become a verb to us meaning 'to be ruthless'.

I had heard all that nice guys finish last stuff and always thought i'd rather have my dignity. Well I changed my mind. And the shoes fit...for now.

It works. Women seem to respond to being treated badly. And the formula works in such a way that the kind of women affected by these actions deserve it. It also works as a protectionist tool for me personally, I know that any girl that manages to infiltrate the asshole barrier really cares about me and is really worth it.

Male chauvinism comes easier that you think. I guess the apple really doesn't fall far from the tree. Two weeks into this epiphany and i've already mastered the art.

What do you think?

:)

TO

Start Of A Long Journey

2009-07-03T22:19:00.002+01:00

My first ever official article was published today!

I wrote a piece on the 2009 Season Preview for the Atlanta Falcons, my American Football team of choice.

http://mvn.com/outsider/2009/07/nfl-outsider-season-preview-2009-atlanta-falcons-1.html

Let me know what you think.

:D

TO

Film Review: Year One

2009-07-01T16:55:00.003+01:00

It was quite a surreal experience in itself going to the cinema at 4pm on a tuesday afternoon, but it got even weirder when we arrived and there were 6 people in the whole screening. Of these people, 2 were creepy old men that chose to sit directly behind me despite there being at least 100 empty seats.

Never the less i concentrated on the task in hand, Year One. I needn't have bothered. The filmed required less concentration that it took to aim my pee afterward.

This childish 'pee' joke mirrors nearly all of the biblical comedy within the film itself. Fart, excretion and urination jokes galore with only small amounts of Cera's improvised comedy providing the laughs. Ironically, the latter was funniest.

The film is by no means unwatchable and there are a few moments that should make one chuckle, but the standards expected from the stars on the screen and staff behind the camera will only lead to disappointment. It feels more like a collection of short skits rather than a flowing movie and one is often left feeling like they have missed out a scene or two (maybe the fault of post production editing?).

I'd give this film a paltry 5.9 out of 10. Above average (5) but not really worth paying to see.

Human Nature

2009-07-01T01:51:00.004+01:00

The Greater Manchester 192 bus route from Piccadilly to Hazel Grove (where I happen to need to get too) is infamous around the country and even has its own wikipedia page (now that's impressive).

Unfortunately, this fame is completely negative and the amount of incidents on this route makes you wonder why there aren't sociologists on every trip studying human behaviour, it makes excellent viewing for students of human interaction like myself.

The bus route is mentioned in many books highlighting the fissures of 'Broken Britain', and is the first thing many people mention when talking about my home town of Stockport. To quote that very wikipedia page:

"According to the Stagecoach Group, the route is the busiest in Britain, with around 9 million passengers carried annually,^[11] and GMPTE has designated the A6 as a quality bus corridor.^[12] The 192 is also noted by Stagecoach as being a problematic bus route with regards to anti-social behaviour, and CCTV cameras were installed on them.^[13]"

I have heard many stories including a 'person' (use the term lightly) attacking the bus driver while the bus was in motion at 6am, forcing the bus to crash into two shops on a high street.

However, I witnessed first hand the wrath of the 192 tonight. Ironically, a friend and I decided to go home early and get some grub on the way home and take it easy. Unfortunately, we never accounted for the turbulence that is the 192 at night.

One a quiet Tuesday night the last thing you would expect is a fight between young men trying to prove who is more unintelligent; the man fighting a group by himself and repeatedly returning for more despite being annihilated over and over, or the group of 'chavs' inflicting the punishment who were in custody of a baby child. At one point the mother of the baby ran to a friend and protested excitedly, "I JUST GOT HIT IN THE FACE HAHA, IM GOING BACK!!!".

I know what your thinking...nope the 1 braincell group managed to beat the 5 braincell guy. Although to be fair, the group probably had 6 braincells between them. Darwinism at its finest.

What was amazing is that from it all came a strengthening of the rest of the passengers. What had been a uninteresting journey for most became a source of discussion. Some members of the bus (older generations) used it as a example of why the country has "gone to pot" and I did hear "young ruffians" occasionally. Some used it to analyse lower class behavioural patterns ('toffs' from Marple). And then some saw the funny side and made jokes about a slightly surreal situation and the fact they now were delayed too much to get food from anywhere (us).

I'm hungry.

:(

TO

Life Flashes By

2009-06-27T18:56:00.002+01:00

The last 6 months of my life have honestly been some of the best.

I want to share a reminiscence with you, in thanks, to anyone that has taken the time to read and even more so comment. Thank You.

That's why i'm even more grateful for this blog; it has served to store all these fantastic memories and I now bring you the half way house film.....

The Last 6 Months In Film:

Enjoy?

:)

TO

Turblent Thursday

2009-06-26T03:14:00.011+01:00

Last night while at my local nightclub haunt everyone caught news of Michael Jackson's passing and instantly went into mourning. Firstly, i don't really understand all the fuss myself but this was the same when Princess Diana died. I guess I don't really empathize with rich and famous people. In the toilets i had to argue with someone when I heard them saying "he was only 50, it just shows how precious life is"...I kindly pointed out that many thousands of non-famous people, a lot younger than that die everyday also.

I also woke up yesterday morning to find news that Farrah Fawcett had passed. I've never heard of her before and I can't say i shed a tear, but now i feel compelled to send her some love. R.I.P Farrah, you must be really mad up there that when the day of judgment arrived, MJ had to take your shine.

On a serious note, I played basketball yesterday too....but nodoby cares about that with all this MJ news :(

R.I.P Michael Jackson. R.I.P Farrah Fawcett. R.I.P My Basketball 'Skills'.

:'(

TO

The Art Of Hip-Hop

2009-06-22T03:33:00.006+01:00

It frustrates me so much when people talk badly about something of which they know nothing about. This happens with almost everything in my life and I find myself defending the very things that I believe make me who I am.

The main thing in which people seem to underestimate in my life is, Hip-Hop. When I meet someone who likes Hip-Hop, it automatically creates a bond that seems unbreakable. If it's a girl. Wow. I start thinking of marriage. It is that rare to find someone who has a true understanding of the art of Hip-Hop. (Hannah Walmsley i'm waiting to make you my wife! haha)

I'm not the kind of person who listens to music as a past time because it chills me out. These are proper music lovers and I would never consider myself as part of that group. I listen to music to listen to what someone has to say, a message they have to portray. Something that can impress me or hype me up. I want lyrics not beats. This is why I listen to Hip-Hop the most of all genres. (Not that there are amazing beats in Hip-Hop!)

Hip-Hop satisfies my needs, the more intelligent and the more I can relate to it, the better. People often misinterpret the music and think they have nothing to relate to within the genre. This isn't true, you just have to work a little harder to see the symmetry and then it makes perfect sense.

Look at these lyrics from Ludacris' song 'War With God':

"I never claimed to be nothin' but who the fuck I am
Never sold cocaine in my life, but I'm still the fuckin' man"

There is so much information in those two lines that one can relate to. I break it down to the fact I'm me and nobody else. The best message anyone can portray. Then the second part states how I know I don't have to be a break the law to show you i'm going to be somebody and don't f*ck with me.

It's such a powerful statement coming from two lines...there's a whole song of this...then there's the rest of album...then there's the other Ludacris albums...then other artists. There are literally millions of songs with vital messages that makes it so easy to find something to relate to and a message to learn from.

Hip-Hop is the most intelligent form of music there is. You can tell me that playing instruments is difficult, but so is to tap into your mind and produce something worth saying that works and gives people hope and provides a message.

Don't use the b*tches and h*es rap to hide behind because we all know that 50 Cent isn't saying anything worth hearing, but that isn't true Hip-Hop. This is the kind of thing that perfectly demonstrates what i'm talking about:

Open your hearts as well as your ears.

:)

TO

Film Review: Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-22T01:45:00.002+01:00

I should preface this review by stating I went to watch this movie at an IMAX cinema. I had never been as did not realise there are NO adverts (a part of film going experience i relish to be honest) and so 6pm start time means 6pm start time. Therefore arriving at 5.55pm is a bad idea and the unreserved seating plan means despite booking the tickets 2 days earlier we had to sit at the front row. Let me use to caps to demonstrate how this affected the experience....

MY SENSES WERE RAPED, I FELT LIKE A SHELL OF THE MAN I WAS ENTERING THE CINEMA.

5ft from a 100ft by 75ft screen...I had to turn my head to see action at one side of the screen. While this is a teachnological wet dream, I don't understand the point of having rows that close to the screen, I still have a head ache 5 hours later.

Therefore, its important to consider this may have impaired my experience a little and I want to watch the film again at IMAX but sat as far back as possible and again at a normal cinema.

That being said, I agree with the reviews given by mainstream media. The film is definitely bigger. But that is not always better. The explosions are huge, fight scenes long and SFX intense. Its as if Michael Bay ('director'....hmmmm) has just told the SFX department to take acid and fill the screen with metal. Comparisons can be drawn to a bodybuilders intense growth using steriods despite the obvious detriment to the genital area.

The film is nothing if not spectacular and moments will make you wonder where they have been hiding such amazing technology but it all seems to come at the cost of a believeable storyline and making the viewer feel like they have been through a washing machine by the end.

I'd rate this film as around 7.4 out of 10 and thats only because i'm a massive Transformers fan. Still a must watch because of the awesome SFX but dont expect to leave with a grin.

The trip has been delayed till Sunday!

2009-06-20T15:08:00.003+01:00

Transformers released a new trailer!

Youtube has cancelled embedding for this trailer so its got to be a link i'm afraid...this trailer shows the comedy side a little more!

Go and see this film!

:)

TO

So Excited for Friday I May Pee!

2009-06-17T20:18:00.002+01:00

The title says it all!

Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen - New Trailer!

WOW

:D

TO

Dreams Come True?

2009-06-17T17:09:00.006+01:00

As inspiration strikes, I'll pick up my keyboard and scrawl my tired thoughts across this screen. Last night I had a dream and from what I can remember it was very simple but also monumental.

The Dream

I am older, mid-twenties, I'm at a friends house party and I wonder outside to see a female friend of mine, who I have always had a crush on, sat on the wall outside. What began as a normal scene started changing as a spoke to her. What originated as a night scene became the day with the most beautiful of sunrises behind her head. We spoke and clicked looking directly into each others eyes and everything made sense. Her hair fluttered in front of her brow due to the soft breeze, perfectly contrasting the light coming from behind her face. I stroked the brown hair away from her eyes and whispered, "you are so beautiful". I touched her cheek with my hand and gently pressed my lips against hers and the world stopped spinning.

This is when I woke and my chest ached to be back asleep and again in that moment. For some reason at that very moment I felt I had to tell someone. I texted one my closest friend and shared a laugh at my expense, but that was exactly what I needed. I calmed myself and began thinking logically. I knew exactly who the dream was about, but as I type this I begin to wonder. Am I crazy? Am I trying to persuade myself its wasnt, or am I persuade myself it was.

The questions posed by this dream have dominated my day. Am I happy that what was once a subconscious emotion has finally dawned? Or am I crippled by the fact that I don't think there is anything I can do about it and I can't tell this girl? Its such a beautiful, yet cold feeling.

I've spent months to get to this point of freedom, feeling completely at ease and not needing this kind of emotion and i'm extremely happy. But at the same time I want this moment for real, so badly it actually hurts. But then the very fact I'm saying this is making me question whether I'm insane, if she read this would she be scared? or find it sweet? or even possibly reciprocate?

As you can tell, I went to sleep with no questions and very happy, and I awoke to a million of them and totally confused. Another close friend says it happens all the time, I admire his honesty, but it made me feel like I don't want it to.

Do I want to dream the same again?

?

TO

Send Atem Some Love

2009-06-16T01:55:00.003+01:00

Just a quick shout out to a good friend of mine from college who has set up his own blog. Hes an awesome photographer and a very artistic person so i'm expecting a lot from Mr. Sexual (aka Atem).

Find his Blog here - http://theatembomb.blogspot.com/

People really should be expressing themselves more!

Good Luck Atem!

:)

TO

Look-a-like!? - (Ed Helms & Christopher Mintz-Plasse)

2009-06-15T01:39:00.004+01:00

During the showing of 'The Hangover', my friend and I couldnt help but think that the character Stu (Ed Helms) had to be the biological father to the newly famous young actor Christopher Mintz-Plasse, who can be found in films like Role Models & Superbad.

What do you guys think!?

:)

TO

Film Review: The Hangover

2009-06-15T00:37:00.002+01:00

I went to the cinema hearing great things about 'The Hangover' and expecting a lot. I can honestly say i was not disappointed.

Todd Phillips directed another comedy favourite of mine in 'Old School' and this is definitely better. The script delicately balances the line between crude humour and great film making. The soundtrack is of a high standard which ironically is lost because you spend your time laughing at the joke just gone, yet it still manages to have a positive effect.

This movie perfectly taps into the Man-crush/Bromance theme thats in social networks currently and you can't help be feel part of the group and feel involved in this laugh a minute ride. The film is geniunely gripping and while very little happens you want it continue and never end.

The best comedy since Anchorman - 9.0/10

PS. stay for the credits :D

:)

TO

Potentially Dangerous

2009-06-14T19:07:00.007+01:00

Forgive me as this is a quick post before i head on out to catch a movie, inspiration struck.

I want to steal a quote from a friend of mine called Coops.

"It doesn't matter what you do, or where you are going; who you've been, or who you want to become, as long as you are what you are because you chose to be that way and you always stayed true to what you believe. As long as you spent your days chasing after moments that take your breath away then you've not wasted this life you were given."

I read this last night and it literally made me feel something. I think that this segment is one of the most beautiful things I've ever read on the internet, and her modesty only makes it more appealing.

This got me thinking of the potential we all have to move and affect people all around us; positively and negatively. I think we all take for granted just how much of an impact we make on the social environment around us. Some because they lack the confidence to say and act how they truly feel. Some fear the reprisal of the actions. And some simply don't want to interact.

This does not change the fact that we impact each other in thousands of ways everyday. From the man in the shop you say thank you, never knowing that made his day. From the girl you smile at that special way, never realising how she feels about you. To the hurtful thing you say to the one you care for, never realising the pain.

Words are just my medium. There are many ways in which to express emotions and affect those around you.

Dance. Song. Speech. Sport. Poetry. Story-Telling. Writing.

I urge you all to think about what you have to offer this world, and utilise that feeling. Somebody cares, and somebody will watch or listen. This era of social networking is the perfect environment to find like minded individuals who make you feel valued and help build an identity for yourself.

"To have that sense of one's intrinsic worth... is potentially to have everything"
Joan Didion

:)

TO

The Perfect Woman

2009-06-13T20:20:00.006+01:00

My Perfect Woman:

Sometimes wears Caps backwards and likes wearing hats.
Enjoys watching American sports.
Doesn't mind sharing me with my laptop.
HAS NO POINTLESS DRAMA.
Agrees with Ludacris that "Once more we leaves em' dead, we want lady in the street, and a freak in the bed".
Loves sitting in sweat pants, watching films and laughing.
Will take a joke of one of my mates and send it back twice as good.
Enjoys watching me play Football (Soccer).
Will feed my ego but tell me to shut the f**k up when i'm being a d**k.
Loves comedy.
Understands that Hip-Hop isn't just about b*tches and h*es.
Gets ridiculously excited about the smallest of things but...
Doesn't follow the hype with everything unless its truly deserved.
Understands man-crushes aren't homosexual and respects the man-crush.
Doesn't need constant reassurance about her looks and can sit there makeup-less and know i think shes hot.

Does she exist?

?

TO

Is Vick Just Too Sick?

2009-06-13T02:29:00.006+01:00

On June 12, 2009 Michael Dwayne Vick was released by the Atlanta Falcons.

This man Michael Vick was once heralded by some as the most exciting man to watch in American sports and the 10-year; $130 million contract he signed in 2005 reflect this and the level of faith his team showed in him.

However, after several isolated incidents it arose in 2007 that Vick was, outside of football, the leader of a dog fighting ring under the guise of 'Bad Newz Kennels'. Vick and his associates bred dogs and then forced them to fight each other to the death and gathered crowds to bet on the outcome. Seeing as Vick was one of the highest paid sports stars in the world at the time it's easy to say this wasn't about the money.

It gets worse. The dogs that were deemed to be underdeveloped or did not meet the targets for a fighting dog were brutally tortured and then executed. It is believed they used these methods to avoid creating attention from gunshots so some were beaten to death, some suffocated or drowned.

If you wish to read more (there is a lot) about this case then the details can be found here.

Vick was given the longest sentence of all those charged at 23 months federal imprisonment followed by 3 years of probation. It got worse for Vick as he was cheated financially by two seperate lawyers and he had to file for bankruptcy on July 7, 2008 as he owed his team and several banks money.

Vick was released from prison on May 20, 2009. NFL Commissioner Roger Goodell has said he will consider lifting his suspension. Vick has reportedly exercised while in prison and eagerly anticipates a return to the NFL.

This creates the dilemma that many argue and a question that i wish to pose to you. After reading the story, does Michael Vick deserve a second chance?

Firstly a video with exactly what he can do well:

But given all the negatives that obviously surround him, should he be allowed to compete again and command giant salaries that reflect his ability but contrast his demeanor?

Several other prominent sports stars such as basketballer, Stephon Marbury, have come out to defend Vick. It is important to remember Vick comes from a poor background in the Southern American states where dog fighting is a normal activity. Other defenders of Vick state that he was excessively punished due to his celebrity status and was made an example of by a harsh judge. Others simply say that Vick has served his sentence and he should be free to return, within the law, to his previous life free from judgement.

I personally feel that the emotionless character necessary for someone to carry out such acts on such loyal and intelligent animals as dogs means that Vick is unlikely to change deep down. The traits that allowed him to carry out such activities are almost impossible to shift and are deeply embedded.

However, i do believe in second chances and the right to move on after serving a prison sentence deemed fair by a court of law. BUT i also believe due to the nature of Vick's life before the prison sentence he should not be allowed to once again play in the NFL as an American Footballer. He isn't an average guy and the money he earned reflected that. When one is in the public eye and a role model to thousands of kids one should not be allowed to just return to how things were after committing such atrocities.

I want to know what you readers think. Leave a comment and a name with your views!

:)

TO

Quickie with TO

2009-06-11T18:40:00.006+01:00

I'm off out but I wanted to share this quick preview of Michael McIntyre in Manchester as i'm going to see him later in the year...:

:D

TO

A to Zzzzzzz

2009-06-09T08:23:00.004+01:00

Serious post alert.

In fact these are the posts I wanted to do but felt that ensuing judgment would be too harsh, but i haven't slept at all tonight so f**k you.

I can hear the birds songs. I can hear the world around me coming to life. The beautiful sunrise piercing through the curtains like a warm dagger that signals what I had feared. I'm not going to sleep tonight. I try desperately to free my brain of the unnecessary thoughts but every time my head comes to rest the wheel begins to spin again. The redundant feeling of quitting the attempts to sleep is actually rather comforting as you know that even though you will feel terrible the whole of the next day, you don't have to try anymore.

It was at this moment, it clicked that this is what I want to do. This is me. This is who I am. I want to write. And i shall. For who and what are questions that can be answered later. But for one short moment there was clarity born from complete and utter frustration.

This whole post is completely insomnia induced and for all I know could be complete rubbish. However, right now, deluded or not, it makes sense. I don't know whether I'm alone in this revelation or whether others understand. I hope that others do find a sense of satisfaction in believing in their calling and their natural ability.

:D

TO

The Age of Discontent

2009-06-08T14:56:00.006+01:00

Serious post alert.

If you came to see a video of self induced vomiting or Adam talking about his Man crush, go to just about any other post. This is a somber one.

Money keeps us up at night, unless you have plenty then it keeps you up because your probably spending it. Last night i couldn't sleep worrying about my overdraft.

There are no jobs in this barren wasteland of an economy, i even got turned down by a terrible workplace I don't wish to name...pre-interview. Yes, the economy is so bad that we now don't bother seeing a potential employee face to face anymore. I have been offered every job i've ever been interviewed for, as you can tell i'm proud of this. But how is a guy who is all about face-to-face interaction supposed to get a job in a labour market that won't even waste interviews on any sorry soul?

This only seems to mirror the sad, lonely feeling currently pulsing through my body as I have no job, no University (till September for my final year) and no money to do anything but write. I guess it could be a blessing in disguise, or it could be your worst nightmare. I think it may be time to either start writing my book, or turn to Buddhism...or both.

The past few days I have spent more time with my family than ever and it has made me realise that this is a good path to follow. I have never had a stable family until now and so its all new to me. Until now, I have never had little toddlers and babies around and it's freshing to see such innocence that remains unaffected by the harsh realities of the outside world.

It comes down to this. I feel old. I know im not, but i feel it. I'm going to be 21 in a matter of months and already young scamps are questioning my presense in nightclubs! I don't look old, quite contrare, i occasionally get ID'd. However, i'm past the point of carelessness. Even though i pretend, i'm further past that point than i'm comfortable with. I'm a no worries kind of guy, but they are creeping into my life and i just don't like it.

If i start acting strange and doing things that don't make sense, take a second and remember this, I will probably be trying to recapture my youth at the tender age of 21...

:(

TO

Film Review: Terminator Salvation

2009-06-08T02:17:00.003+01:00

If you couldn't tell, my life has currently been reduced to absolute boredom and trips to the cinema with male friends...not even female friends let alone dates.

Nevertheless, as a film geek I am enjoying myself and this was a film I had been looking forward to for some time. I have to admit i was left slightly disappointed. The films clearly aimed at a much younger audience with very little blood, no swearing and you can't help but feel maybe they were thinking about gaming console sales when discussing plot lines.

That being said, the action is relentless and some of the effects are awesome. The idea could have been expanded but I feel they kept it simple for a younger, Hollywood era audience.

My review would give this film a rating of 6.5/10. Plenty of unfulfilled potential.

Oh and I mentioned I did indeed get very over excited at the Transformers 2 trailer.......again.

:)

TO

Film Review: Star Trek

2009-06-07T00:54:00.002+01:00

Tonight, my friends and I visited our local cineplex to watch a film. Now those of you that know us will know that out of the group of four, I love nearly all types of cinema, Gareth hates all types of cinema, Adam loves comedies but any other genre has to create an epic film to satisfy him and PJ watches Hannah Montana, enough said.

So as you can tell I often struggle when confronted with a movie going trip with these guys...after much delibration (and persuation) we settled on Star Trek above Terminator 4 and *sighs* 12 Rounds.

Here is the laymans review with scores out of 10 from the group:

My personal review of the film would contain the words...i hope that Russian 'actor' never works again. Other than that I enjoyed the film even if it was a little long. J.J Abrams left his mark with unbelievable CGI effects and fast paced plot lines. The first Hollywood film I have watched in a while that required some brain activity to process, which was surprisingly pleasant. While a lot seems to happen, at the same time with it being carried out in space at warp speed one can't help be left feeling like it hasn't.

I'd give this film an 8.8/10

I have to say that I'm probably being harsh in my assessment due to the unachieveable heights I was raised to by the Transformers 2 trailer that graced the advertisement section that made me scream with excitement in a packed out cinema....*sighs again* theres nowhere but dissapointed for me to go with that film.

Oh and the night wouldnt have been complete without Adam creating his own creature that consists of Wolverines physique, John Cenas hand waving, Spocks 'V' and Transformers movement:

Please comment with your views!

:)

TO

"Pick a word for me to write about..." - "Breasts"

2009-06-06T01:51:00.008+01:00

http://www.answers.com/topic/breast

Breasts - n.
Either of two milk-secreting, glandular organs on the chest of a woman; the human mammary gland.
A corresponding organ in other mammals.
A corresponding rudimentary gland in the male.
The superior ventral surface of the human body, extending from the neck to the abdomen.
A corresponding part in other animals.
The part of a garment that covers the chest.
The seat of affection and emotion: “Griefs of mine own lie heavy in my breast” (Shakespeare).
A source of nourishment.
Something likened to the human breast: the breast of a hill.
The face of a mine or tunnel.

Where do i begin? Well we all know the primary function of breasts are the nurturing and dispertion of milk via lactation (right!?). The sexual role of breats cannot be understated, (hehe im so pleased the random selector picked this word) the role of breasts in human females lives has vastly evolved and stands much higher than most other animals. The breast demonstrates a visual sign of fertility and maturity which is often competely unconcious, this is usually the scientific explanation of when men say the bigger the better. The Kama Sutra even has the marking and indentation of the bussom with nails as erotic (Glad i've never bothered with that stupid pointless book....).

Feminists have argued that examples of breast fetishism have been found going back to the neolithic era, with the shrines in ancient Turkey. Archaeological excavations have revealed that the walls of the shrine(s) were adorned with disembodied pairs of breasts that appeared to have "an existence of their own". It has been argued that the breasts were revered by the women as instruments of motherhood.

The reverence shown to breasts also appears in the science of today's modern civilization. Breast fetishism is claimed to be an example of a contagious thought/expression (or meme - very interesting topic i will be discussing in the future) that quickly spreads throughout society, and that breasts are mainly bio-semiotic features (study of visual signs in biology) that have evolved to influence human sexuality rather than serve an exclusive maternal function.Legally, many Western legal systems believe the public display of women's breasts to be indecent exposure (Boo!). However, there are activist groups such as the Topfreedom movement who have been successful in persuading courts to overturn such laws (Yay!) on the basis of sex, arguing that a woman should be free to expose her chest in any context in which a man can expose his (i hear people across the nation saying "True Dat!").

Topless sunbathing has also become a mainstream accepted activity, adding weight to the claims that women should have the right to choose themselves whether they wish to be topless (Amen Brother!).

Breasts shoud be celebrated, no matter size or shape...so join me in raising a glass to toast the beautiful breasts in the world, we all love a good "face of a mine or a tunnel"!!!

Wow should get some extra hits from people 'accidently' finding this post on Google search...i only hope they stay and enjoy the read

:)

TO

Thai, Blue Tits, Suction Hoover, Breast Augmentation & Threesome of Friends

2009-06-05T12:23:00.007+01:00

I feel the first thing i should do is explain the title. I was pointed in the direction of a new piece of software by Nobby Nutkins (his excellent and hilarious blog - http://nobbynutkins.blogspot.com/) that tells me where people have clicked onto my site and where they left to, this excellent program is highly arousing to someone like me and I get excited when i see that people in Florida, Kenya, Sweden, Massachusetts and Canada read my blog.

However, this is slightly short lived when i see that someone from Bayern in Germany found my site using google to search 'Hookers'...(see previous article on such topic). I can only hope this person found my article entertaining and informative...although one wonders whether this is the kind of material he was after, hmmmm.

Anyway, in a shameless attempt to recruit more international traffic i decided to name this topic after harmless things that might provoke such google searches....lets see what happens! And to be fair last night was a little messy and i don't really think there are any words to describe the videos i'm about to post...lets just say Adam had a shocker...must have been the Whisky my mother gave him beforehand.

Theres only 4 really short videos, so give them a watch and PLEASE COMMENT! :D

Bear was very angry, but Adam only wanted to sell himself:

And continued to embarrass himself:

We then reached a takeaway to try and sober him up:

But this only lead to confrontation:

:)

TO

EU Voting

2009-06-04T15:56:00.004+01:00

While i don't want to bore you all by going all political and talking about 'real' issues and not hookers, I feel its important to state that i'm terrified that the current economic climate will allow entry to mainstream politics for the BNP or its more intelligent and devious older brother UKIP.

Many voting for these people have no idea of their policies and while it's understandable that people don't wish to vote for mainstream parties there are other choices.

Green Party - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Green_party

Liberal Democrats - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Liberal_Democrats

Please get down and vote, and make a difference. At the same time please vote responsibly and take a second to learn who exactly you are voting for.

:)

TO

Musical Chairs

2009-06-03T15:28:00.003+01:00

Ever wondered how some music seems to sound the same....thats because it does.
This is a collection of sounds that have been mashed by a group of techies called Norwegian Recycling. It includes:

Samples:
1. Coldplay - Viva La Vida
2. The Killers - When You Were Young
3. Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
4. Bon Jovi - Livin' On A Prayer
5. Empire Of The Sun - Walking On A Dream
6. Muse - Starlight
7. Hellogoodbye - All Of Your Love

Its amazing what humans are capable of:

:)

TO

Another Friendly BBQ

2009-06-02T20:29:00.006+01:00

A quiet day in the life of TO....golf followed by a BBQ and ball sports in Nightwear's garden. Not that much to report other than i hope that everyone is making the most of this weather before it dissipates into what is called in this country....the summer.

Something in the terrible steaks we ate made me and Adam (Dick) become somewhat obsessed with altering our clothing.

Good luck to Nightwear on your hot date!

:)

TO

Stockport Beer and Cider Festival 2009

2009-06-01T00:01:00.003+01:00

Wow where do i begin. This occasion at Edgeley Park, home of the mighty Stockport County, has a lot of strange allure, its good fun but it shouldn't be.

We went down not expecting a lot, and boy were we not disappointed. The drinks were disgusting, actually, disgusting. There is a reason you can't buy them outside of Somerset... We drunk a 10.3% stout called 'Ring of Fire' (its made with chillies) and nearly vomited...the cider while tasting okay, smelt like Adams sock after a hard spin class...the 'Rest in Peace' strong beer and 'Outstanding Blond' weak beer were equally disturbing.

Despite this we had a great time and want to go again! I actually cannot tell you why...

and the famous 'Ring of Fire'...

:)

TO

Family BBQ

2009-05-31T15:10:00.004+01:00

On a bright day of May my parents offered to invite some of my friends, who you all know and love, round for some BBQ'd food. It was delicious and the weather was gorgeous, we had some excellent banter some of which cant be shown, and some devastating news for Rhian69...:

And then my mother explained the strange words my Grandmother used to say:

Again Man crushes arise and Adam thinks hes a dinosaur:

And then Adam thinks hes a cat:

:)

TO